GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Category: Alphabet Magic

  • Silly skalds softly sang seven sympathetic sonatas stoutly skewering sixteen sadisistic satraps.

    an outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “S”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.

    My rediscovery of fountain pens has resulted in a more purchases. The hedonic treadmill led from cheap flexible nibs to boutique inks and now better paper. Ironically, the photo below shows drawings with decades old ink, but on a fresh Rhodia pad. And yes, it’s a world of difference from the cheap Office Depot steno pads I’ve been using.

    Along the way I’ve also discovered Pinterest after being nudged by some folks on Substack. It’s an amazing place for reference imagery (duh!). I had assumed that Instagram would be the place for such a library, but Meta has turned their place into a video service.

    Here’s to new (and old) tools, toys, and platforms.

  • Rational raccoons rashly rationed reimbursements remonstrating reckless rabbits rearing rough rascals.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “R”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.

    On our way home from San Diego, we checked out the dying outlet mall at Primm. The adjoining casino is trying to revive it by making the cavernous space a huge mural gallery.

    There were a couple claw machines at one end of the concourse. After watching Toy Story, they begged to try it out. I told them to not expect anything.

    We had one dollar.

    We got lucky.


    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “R”, in black ink with a red ink wash on a white background.

    This is a $200 drawing, the most expensive that I’ve made.

    Late last year, I started sketching again, drawing the letters of the alphabet in my steno notepad. After drawing the “R” at the top, I tried again on decent paper, splashing an ink wash. It blew my mind that this could come from my hand.

    It kept me drawing. Half a year later, I found Ashlyn Antsee’s series on fountain pens and bought a mix of nibs and new inks…and I plan on upgrading from the cheap Office Depot steno pads.

    It’s a fuzzy line between art, consumerism, and privilege. I’m grateful that it’s no big deal for us to buy fancy drawing supplies.

  • Quisling quails queried Qoholet for a quetzal quintet quoting Queen.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “Q”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.

    We spent the a day at the New Children’s Museum in San Diego, filled with cool installation pieces. The highlight is Whammock! by Toshiko Horiuchi MacAdam.

    Last time we went was before the pandemic, when the boy was 18 months old. He’s now her age then. He took to this piece like a fish in water. Life took a long pause but kept moving regardless.

  • Petulant penguins peevishly pecked penitent pecans pleading penury.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “P”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.

    A few weeks ago, I got into a conversation about zines and d.w. sent me a couple! I printed out the emails with the kids to make the books.

    A single sheet of paper, a few folds, one cut, and voila! an eight page book.

    The kids delayed dinner so they could color their new zines.

  • Openly oligaristic orangutans opposed opportunistic ornamented octopi.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “O”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.

    Last week, we got a wooden mannequin at Ikea.
    He lay straight in a plastic tube.
    The kids called him RIP Mr. Little Wooden Guy.

    Mama took him out of the cylindrical coffin.
    He’s a stiff little fellow; his hips don’t rotate.
    The kids danced with him around the house.

    I bought someone to draw.
    A figure who wouldn’t run away.
    The kids gave him a little headband.

    But I wanted someone who can do a full range of poses.
    A mannequin who could do the Eight Brocades.
    The kids hinted that Mr. Little Wooden Guy would love to have a friend.

  • Nosy nabobs needlessly nattered nasty negatives about Nana’s nasturtium necklace.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “N”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.

    The boy’s craft table had a ribbon of markers in holders of toilet paper rolls. Mama glued them together in groups of four and six. It’s a nice modular system that the kids decorated with markers.

  • Intelligent ibises intuit iridescent indigo inkblot is irreligious interplanetary impala icon.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “I”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.
    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “I”, in chalk on a beige CMU wall, taken at a harsh angle so it doesn't look so improperly skewed as it was originally drawn.

    The kids created their own “little house” inside the playroom. The fluorescent green circles are teleportation stations between rooms. They debated about making this an amusement park but chose a domestic setting.

  • Hellacious heifers heartily hurled hapless hyenas into hordes of heathen hydrangeas.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “H”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.
    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “H”, in yellow chalk on a brown CMU wall.

    I found this odd little installation in the powder room.
    If I thought about it longer, maybe I could decipher the message.

  • Massive mushrooms moshed mercilessly making mango mahi-mahi mustard.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “M”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.

    One little cloud caught the last rays of the sunset after its neighbors had gone grey. It was a brilliant orange that quickly faded into the background.

  • Lumbering llamas laboriously labeled lubricated lizards locating loathsome laudanum.

    An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “L”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.
    Pen and ink with watercolor wash drawing of an elephant with the small stuffed elephant.

    In May, we came out of our hyper-cautious shell and started doing indoor activities like shopping with the kids. On my birthday, they insisted on getting a stuffie at IKEA even though my wife isn’t fond of these dust bunnies. She also insisted on having this little gal cool off for a few weeks. We finally brought her in in June.

    At first the boy wanted to call her “Claire Elephant” because he’s obsessed naming everything after his imaginary little sister Claire. He then proposed “Smalley”. Mama countered with “Mini”. After some debate, Mini won.

    That evening they misplaced her in the messy playroom and we spent half an hour looking for her. When she woke up the next day, my daughter was not amused when she couldn’t find Mini in her safe place (because I borrowed her for the sketch).

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    This moment of magic was inspired by recent newsletter, where Emily Charlotte Powell shares her in-progress drawing of a mermaid-yet-to-be-named.

    Black and white pen scribbles on a white steno pad.
    Old scribbles by the boy. I enjoy these weird serendipities.
    Pen and ink with watercolor wash drawing of an elephant.
    The boy has been burning through paints — I borrowed a little for a change.