GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Category: Artifacts

  • At dinner, he recalled an appointment before realizing it had been scheduled for last Tuesday.

    I wasn’t in a playful mood after dinner.

    The boy drew at his desk.
    He drew a yellow circle with a giant smile.

    Then we read a book.
    That one with the big spider.

    We read it again.
    And a book about the solar system (when Pluto was still a planet).

    He returned to the desk.

    He drew a blob with two arms.
    He called it a birthday card.
    He added “d a d – e d” in giant letters.

    Six weeks early. Just in time.

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    Pianist and Singer (1928) by Ernst Ludwig Kirchner.

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    A river is, in its essence, a thing that branches.

    James Gleick in Nature’s Chaos

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    A white horse comes as if on wings.

  • The pointlessness of his planning was only matched by the peril of never planning ahead.

    I built a spreadsheet to squint at the future.

    Lovely projections,
    Until the next recession,
    Hyper inflation,
    Or a bust among the premises I blindly assumed.

    I’ll realize the error after it’s too late.

    But, today, I had fun.

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    Assembled from three black and white negatives by the Image Processing Lab at Jet Propulsion Laboratory.

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    but wouldn’t it be better to sit still
    and let the Way be your offering?

    from “62” in the Tao Te Ching, by Lao Tzu (transl. Ursula K. Le Guin)

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    Water flows on interruptedly and reaches its goal

  • Beginnings intertwined with ends; a messy century of Aprils.

    I wrapped the presents with blue tape and old drawing sheets.

    He tore them with gusto.
    Minutes undid two nights of work.

    My wife marveled at the flight of four years.
    I reminisced about my first renovation at the State.

    The kids played.
    She enjoyed the gifts more than her brother.

    Except the book with a giant spider on the cover.

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    Wild ducklings illustration from Seitei Kacho Gafu (1890–1891) by Wantanabe Seitei, a prominent Kacho-ga artist.

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    I hope we can all agree that the long run is made up of a bunch of short runs.
    That seems obvious.
    The surprising thing is that we live our short runs as if that isn’t true.

    The long run (and the short runs)” by Seth Godin.

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    On the mountain, a tree: the image of development.

  • Pansicles and Popcakes gamboled in their dreams.

    My wife was making cupcakes with the kids.
    While pouring batter, I saw a familiar consistency.

    “Could we make popsicles with this batter?”

    “Popsicles?!”

    “Uh, I meant pancakes.”

    The kids started chanting.

    “Popsicles and Pancakes!”
    “Popsicles and Pancakes!”

    Standing on a chair, he bounced with each “P”.

    “Popsicles and Pancakes!”
    “Popsicles and Pancakes!”

    That’s enough.

    It’s bedtime.

    “Popsicles and Pancakes!”
    “Popsicles and Pancakes!”

    “We have to dance first!”

    “Popsicles and Pancakes!”
    “Popsicles and Pancakes!”

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    La vache enragée (1896) print by Henri de Toulouse–Lautrec.

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    The road-runner is one of the mildest-looking and most graceful birds of the desert, but the spring of the wild-cat to crush down a rabbit is not more fierce than the snap of the bird’s beak as he tosses a luckless lizard.

    from “Winged Life” in The Desert, by John C. Van Dyke

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    “it furthers one to cross great water”

  • The lobby was an atomized horde of bodies slouched over their screens.

    Fifteen years ago, I resisted the smart phone.
    Why would I want to be tethered to the internet?

    Now, I abstain in public so my enlightened ass can feel “present”.

    Snobbery has come full circle.

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    Caliban figurine for “The Tempest” by William Shakespeare (1914) painting by Franz Marc.

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    literature as an existential fuction, the search for lightness as a reaction to the weight of being.

    from “Lightness” in Six Memos for the Next Millenium, by Calvino.

  • Pick a hobby where you eat your failures.

    Another overproofed dough.

    Baked anyway.


    Sliced thin.


    Freeze half.


    We’ll toss a third at the duckpond.


    The rest to sabotage my diet.

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    Illustration of baker from Picturesque Representations of the Dress and Manners of the English(1814) by William Alexander (1767-1816).

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    I couldn’t very well say, “What an awful thing happened,” or “This story is very gruesome,” because I would make a fool of myself. That kind of thing must be left to the readers, not to writers. Otherwise the whole thing goes to pieces.

    from “Prose” in Borges on Writing

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  • The green chair conducted a sonata with the plastic jack-o-lantern.

    Translucent white tape covered the vitamin jar.

    Rings of tape banded the table legs.

    The seat was covered in florets of tape.

    The back had two balls of tape


    And a big white smile.

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    Ancient Bath near the Fountains of the Palici from Views in the Ottoman Dominions, in Europe, in Asia, and some of the Mediterranean islands (1810) illustrated by Luigi Mayer (1755-1803).

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    Once your objective is clear – once you know why – you can begin to prepare your message. Balance everything you plan to say against your objective.

    from “Your Objective” in How to Get Your Point Across in 30 Seconds – or Less, by Milo O. Frank

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  • The pair of eyes animate the cubish blob.

    It’s a short walk between the stairs and the kitchen.

    A row of lego creatures lined the path.

    Behind them, our cohort of our stuffed animals stood at attention.

    I salute the honor guard and slink towards the snacks.

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    Five flamingos (1892) by Gerrit Willem Dijsselhof.

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    [The sentence]
    It names the world, using the actual names the world already contains.
    Perhaps it renames the world.
    And this is only the beginning.

    from Several short sentences about writing by Verlyn Klinkenborg

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  • She called the bull a donkey.

    My dad bought a new touchscreen computer.
    Today’s zoom call was filled with caricatures on a digital whiteboard.
    He drew mice, then a cat.
    My daughter caged the cat.
    The boy asked for a bear.
    My dad drew the head; she added the body.
    A racing dog and a silly elephant.
    An angry bull and a gorilla.
    A fish with a cavernous jaw facing a squiggly worm.
    The girl hooked the worm with a fishing line but changed her mind.
    She dressed the worm and fish in dark suits with red ties.
    She gave them a computer.
    My dad added a mouse, with two buttons.

    I did the same at her age.
    On rice paper.
    A black cotton ball with a beak and claws in front of a brood of chicks.

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    Three carps by Ohara Koson (1877-1945).

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    Rule a big country
    the way you cook a small fish.

    from “60” in the Tao Te Ching by Lao Tzu (transl. Ursula K. Le Guin)

  • She offered three meager slices of homemade organic sourdough bread.

    A ravenous flock pursued us on the lawn.

    We fled.

    She was his age, last time we fed the ducks.

    Today, the waterfowl waited patiently in the pond.

    They’ve learned manners over the pandemic.

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    Mallard male (Anas platyrhynchos) illustrated by the von Wright brothers in the 1929 folio version of Svenska Fåglar Efter Naturen Och Pa Sten Ritade.

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    The bottom of the quail’s foot is always itching for the ground ; and he seems never so happy as when leaving the enemy far behind him. His little legs take him through the brush so fast that you cannot keep up with him. Every muscle in him is as tough as a watch-spring.

    from “Winged Life” in The Desert by John C. Van Dyke

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