GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Category: Artifacts

  • Tommy took two tourists towing Toyota toboggans towards Tonopah to torpedo topographic tornados.

    Sorry. Couldn’t help myself.

    One day, I’ll finally read Perec’s A Void the novel without an “e”, as well as his novella Les Revenentes the short story that only uses “e”. I have both hiding in my garage, buried in one of my many boxes.

    In the meantime, I can vouch for Perec’s magisterial work, Life a User’s Manual. One of my favorite memories of my semester in Paris was reading that book in a park on a gorgeous spring afternoon.

    But don’t take my word for it.

    In my view, this book, published in Paris in 1978, four years before the author died at the early age of forty-six, is the last real “event in the history of the novel so far. There are many reasons for this: the plan of the book, the incredible scope but at the same time solidly finished; the novelty of its rendering; the compendium of narrative tradition and the encyclopedic summa of things known that lend substance to a particular image of the world; the feeling of “today” that is made from accumulations of the past and the vertigo of the void; the continual presence of anguish and irony together – in a word, the manner in which the pursuit of a definite structural project and the imponderable element of poetry become one and the same thing.

    “Multiplicity”, Six Memos for the Next Millenium, Italo Calvino, 1985
  • Disembodied phrases flickered outside the corner of his left eye.

    Last night I played a quick game and a half of the old DOS game, Deathtrack.

    The game has 10 races in a season. I happened to win all the races except for the last race, where I ended 2nd. In frustration, I pulled up a save file halfway through the season and reran the last few races…and ended up second on the very last race!

    Naturally, I decided that perfection is overrated and went to bed.

    I wonder if the 18-1 Patriots or the 73-win Warriors have made a similar peace with their spectacular seasons that fell just short.

    Happy 22-2-21

    (to be fair, I should have posted about a palindrome, but I don’t have a story from yesterday about symmetry…but happy 2/21/22 to you as well)

  • The elephant roared at the petulant beetle.

    It took me a few weeks to start making 1 sentence stories after reading about them in Calvino’s Six Memos for the Next Millenium.

    The impetus finally came last week at 3:30 AM last Monday when the boy woke us up with a huge nosebleed. While trying to fall back asleep, I decided to finally try my hand at writing some of these stories. This sentence was among the first batch of lines that I tapped into the phone while hazily sliding into slumber.

  • The fluorescent polygons became deadly opponents in an 8-bit desert.

    I wasted last night playing Sid Meier’s original Civilizaation.

    To atone for staying up way too late, I wrote a blog post about my love of that game, but I then got replaying Acrtivision’s Deathtrack, my other favorite video game of my childhood. How did thirty years disappear so quickly?

    It is super cool to have these old games back available to play on the internet now, but one must exercise some self control in the face of such temptations.

    In other words, it’s the internet folks!

  • The red light blinked between blue and green at the abandoned intersection.

    I visited my office yesterday, meeting some coworkers for the first time in a couple of years. It was a fun reunion.

    However, the drive there and back reminded me why I much prefer WFH.

  • The table stakes was a deep fried double cheeseburger.

    Borges and Bioy Casares put together an anthology of short extraordinary tales (Cuentos breves y estraordinarios, 1955). I would like to edit a collection of tales consisting of one sentence only, or even a single line. But so far I haven’t fond any to match the one by Guatamalan writer Augusto Monterroso: “Cuando despertó, el dinosauro todavía, estaba allí”.

    “Quickness”, Six Memos for the Next Millenium, Italo Calvino, 1985

    When I woke up , the dinosaur was still there.

    Augusto Monterroso
  • The dragon slowly melted into the turnip bed to eat her lunch.

    I went to the dermatologist who removed a mole on my leg for a biopsy. It was strange to watch a small piece of myself being slowly detached from my body.

    My guy was just a friendly nurse practitioner. But I now understand why a surgeons are stereotyped to have big egos. Cutting into another human must be the most powerful manifestation of god-hood in this modern world. It must be intoxicating to be the one holding the scapel.

  • The desiccated noodle clung to the table.

    I’ve started playing around with one-sentence stories. I’ll push it through the end of the month and reassess from there. Who knows where this experiment might lead (most likely nowhere), but this is what grizzlypear is for.

    Hope you also had a good breakfast this morning.

  • Happy Holidays! 2020!

    What a year!

    The good news is that we all stayed healthy, my job is still keeping me busy (and I’m still enjoying the effort), and the kids seem no worse for the wear.

    The bad news was pretty much everything outside the walls of the house.

    It was a great privilege to ride out this storm in relative peace, and I thought I should list a few key items of gratitude, beyond the basics.

    To start meta, I’m quite happy with the current revival of this blog. I think I’ve found a good balance of consumption and production that enriches my life with a single medium-ish effort post every week. I’ve been reading more than I’ve been posting, so I’m hoping to turn this into a twice weekly post, but we’ll see if that happens.

    I also lost quite a bit of weight. Most of it was due to being evicted from restaurants – my last meal was at an In-N-Out parking lot in Henderson, in February. I still want to lose a few more pounds (and I’ve actually gained back a couple since my low in late summer) but I can’t complain about where I’m at.

    Fermentation was also a nice find. I’ve gotten consistently good with making Natto, the Bread is still awesome, and the discovery of how to make Kim chi / Sauerkraut has been a revelation. I now consider fermentation as one of the great pleasures in my life (along with reading, board games, and playing music).

    And the kids really do keep growing. I don’t know what we would be missing out from in-person learning in a non-pandemic reality, but we have caring contentious teachers for my daughter who are trying their best. It has been a joy to watch the two of them blossom and develop a relationship with each other.

    I heard an aphorism on Jonah Goldberg’s podcast about life with children “the days are long, the years are short”. With two kids, I can vouch for the truth of this sentiment, but I’d say it also applies quite well to 2020.

    This past year was just a moment, and an eternity, ago.

    Let’s see what the future brings.

  • After Lunch