GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Category: Books

  • Eastern Philosophy for Beginners, James Powell, 2007

    At the turn of the century, there was a fad of cheeky comic books covering non-fiction subjects.

    This one uses a gimmick of the Caterpillar teaching Alice in Wonderland.
    This conceit works surprisingly well for a broad overview of Indian and East Asian thought.

    It is awkward to read such books as an advanced beginner.
    I’m not a bewildered neophyte, the intended audience.
    But I don’t know enough to judge the veracity of the work.

    However, it turned out to be a great moment to read this book.

    It’s tough to jump into a new subject.
    A pure beginner confronts too much information all at once.
    But every book embeds a bias, especially the basic ones.
    With a little familiarity, you can better converse with the author.
    So a student should (re)visit an introductory text after some study.

    I used this tactic when learning to bake bread.
    After reading every baking book at the library, I could discern implicit instructions.
    So I could mine the most basic cookbooks for their unwritten assumptions.

    The hard part is humbling myself to open an beginner’s book.
    Maybe that’s why I haven’t picked up a cookbook in years.

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    The graphics in this book haven’t aged well, but that wasn’t the point. These books were designed to be appetizing at the time of publication. Given the extent of the series, I’d say they worked.

    I got this book at the Spring Valley Friends of the Library bookstore along with several volumes. This is the first that I’ve read. I should get onto the rest of them.

  • The Tao is Silent, Raymond Smullyan, 1977

    A mathematician tackles this topsy-turvy religious philosophy.

    It’s a collection of 47 short essays that predate the blog-post book fad by three decades.

    Smullyan plays with multiple voices, draws from Chinese poets, and utilizes his training as a logician.

    His bemused detachment won’t convince a skeptic, but if you’re already digging Taoism then you’ll enjoy this book.

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    The book brings back memories of summer, visiting my cousin for two weeks, where I came across Smullyan’s Alice in Puzzleland at the Whittier Library.

    I should revisit this book to for a deeper dive, but I want to play jump into other subjects first.

  • God Is Not One, Stephen Prothero, 2011 & How to Live a Good Life: A Guide to Choosing your Personal Philosophy, 2020

    Can you choose your religion?

    If you could, these two books would be a good start.

    God is Not One is a survey of eight world religions, their beliefs, practices, and varieties.
    Every religion asks different questions and finds divergent answers.
    For some, belief is not important, even if orthodoxy is primary in yours.
    Aspects of these religions might resonate, but each of them are distinct endeavors with varied goals and methods.

    How to Live a Good Life is a collection of essays by practitioners.
    The essays proselytize a little, but given the collection’s liberal bent these are a soft sells.
    The book offers a multitude of voices, but leave you to complete the comparison.

    The two pair well.
    A survey coupled with individual perspectives from the inside.

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    But I’m not sure you can choose your religion.
    Maybe you can modulate your level of devotion, but can you choose its object?

    “Give me a child till he is seven and I will show you the man.”
    After listening to these books, I’ve realized my roots are in Christianity, Confucianism, and Taoism.
    My parents are Christian, but our heritage is Chinese.
    They might have converted, but they couldn’t escape their milieu.
    Me too.

    I don’t believe in the literal claims of the Bible, but I spent my first twenty years in the good book.
    The prophets and the apostles molded my worldview.

    I came across Lao Tzu in my thirties, and only recently read Confucius.
    I didn’t expect to appreciate the stuffy Confucius or wacky Taoists.
    But unlike other philosophies (such as Epicurus) their writings just fit, like finding the perfect pair of sneakers.
    I see unwritten aspects of my upbringing with these dusty tomes.

    What next?
    Drill deeper.

    Maybe I’ll find a way to read the Bible that elides its cosmology.
    Or study moral order for this fragmented age.
    Shall I meditate around philosophical conundrums?

    Or maybe it will be something else altogether.
    Unplanned and predetermined.

  • The Changing World Order (online), Ray Dalio, 2021

    Last year, my friend recommended the book when it was still available online.

    It was engrossing and depressing.

    Dalio uses monetary policy to diagnose what ails our country — decay and dissention within, decadence and coasting upon the gains of the past.

    It’s good to be a citizen of the empire, but the throne is never comfortable. It doesn’t help that China is rising as our internal polarization threatens to tear us apart.

    I’m not an economist nor a historian, so it’s hard to judge these claims. There are plenty of counternarratives predicting an impending Chinese economic collapse with demographic decline.

    Either way, Ray Dalio spins a plausible narrative, but he doesn’t help with the hard part. What should an individual do in this market? After reading the book, I looked him up on youtube. All he says is that beating the market is really hard. It all leaves you in a swamp of doom, without much hope.

    If he’s right, then we’re due for another round of painful renewal. The best scenario is to restart the cycle, and wish for the best for our kids.

    The other scenario? Get ready to hit the road again.

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    After my investing kick over the past few months, I’ve soured on Dalio. His predictions might be right or wrong, but it would only be coincidental to his analysis, which is thinner than it appears.

    Ultimately he’s a salesman for his business. Doom and gloom will always sell.

    I don’t regret skimming the book, but I can’t recommend it.

  • A Pizza the Size of the Sun, Jack Prelutsky, 1999

    As an audiobook, this was an hour-long collection of silly kid’s songs.

    My ears perked up during the credits. Tony Trischka was the banjo player.

    He’s a legend, even at the time of recording. He wrote the three finger bluegrass instructional book that came with my banjo from the 5th String in Berkeley.

    Wild how one can be among the best in the world, but still end up working in an oddball children’s CD.

    I also wonder what it was like for the Jack Prelutsky. Must be intimidating to be recording on a kazoo with that kind of firepower backing you up.

    No complaints. The girl had fun, and I guffawed a few times. I’d listen to it again, though not by myself.

  • How Will You Measure Your Life?, Clay Christensen, 2012

    A business self help book that is unashamedly both. As a businessman, Christensen starts with incentives and culture.

    He splits incentives into motivation and hygiene factors. Hygiene (fair pay, good team) are the basics that allows you to avoid disliking your job. Motivations are the warm fuzzies that turn your work into a passion.

    He starts with corporate culture to discuss family culture. I generally despise the work = family equivalence, but he frames it well to present a fresh perspective on the matter. I need to ponder how incentive factors affect our family culture.

    Following his thesis from the Innovator’s Dilemma, his key refrain is that the little things beneath our notice are what will determine our future.

    The time and resources that you devote today, at this moment, prove your real priorities. Repeated execution of these priorities create your life.

    His final chapter is a warning to stick to one’s standards. A small compromise in the moment may be a clever marginal play, but the full cost might be realized after one’s course has been steered in an ill direction.

    I listened to it at 1.5x speed. It’s another classic pull yourself up by the bootstraps self help book, this time from a business consultant’s perspective. I haven’t felt the need to listen to it again, but I should watch his TEDx talk.

  • Wisdom of Solomon, Thomas Nelson & Sons, 1894

    The Wisdom of Solomon might be a fine devotional for a believer. It’s chock full of paeans to wisdom defined as the faithful adherence to God,

    But there’s nothing else.

    As a former Christian, I view the religion from both the inside and the outside. My parents still practice, but my house is very much non-devout.

    Growing up, Bible stories felt as real as other historical stories. But try explaining Bible stories to someone who wasn’t indoctrinated from birth. Last Christmas, I told the gospel story to my daughter. It was fantastical. I’m certain she’ll have a similar look on her face if I ever recount Greek myths.

    This is my one regret from forsaking religion. I wonder if my kids will miss out on the allusions buried throughout western literature. For that alone, it may be worth an extensive study of the classics, including the Bible — but don’t start here.


    I fully endorse the exclusion of this book from the Protestant canon. I started focused but only skimmed the second half while watching the kids jump on their bed.

    After stumbling across the gem of the Havamal last year, I printed out the wisdom literature in the Apocrypha. After this read, the other books have remained untouched.

  • Taoism: An Essential Guide, Eva Wong, 2011

    Growing up in a Christian home, I didn’t learn about Chinese religions. The one thing I remember is my mom telling me that the Taoists are really crazy.

    When I started dabbling in Eastern philosophy a few years ago, I thought she was talking about the slippery mysticism of the Dao De Jing and the Zhuangzi.

    My mom was a history major so I wouldn’t be surprised if she was forced to painfully slog through a philosophy class in college. But I also suspect she saw many religious ceremonies growing up in Taiwan.

    The philosophy might be mindblowing, but wait till you check out its practices. This book described a series of practices that run between wild and completely bonkers.

    Admittedly, a Bible story (take something as basic as Christmas) is totally ridiculous for someone who was not raised in the hegemony of Christian myth. So to be fair, all religions are pretty far out.

    But we entered the modern age to get beyond everyone’s superstition. I’m not sold on the intricate cosmology of Christianity, and there’s no reason to adopt the talismans and esoteric exercises on Taoism.

    This book did its job. It gave me enough of an overview to realize that I don’t need to investigate this religion further. Admittedly Taoists are a heterodox bunch so I’m certain there is a more sedate sect that might suit my preferences.

    But time is limited, so I’ll just sample the philosophy, proverbs, and wisdom in all these traditions, and leave the religion to their participants, just as I let my parents worship in peace.


    TLDR: Here is a quick overview of Taoism on youtube…while you’re at it, he also put together a great takedown of Hollywood depictions of Asian “honor”.

  • Upanishads, Vyasa (Vernon Katz, Thomas Egenes, trans.) 2015

    Last year, I listened to the library’s copy of the Upanishads during a 3-hour 10K hike in the hills behind our house.

    It may have been appropriate to experience this work as an audiobook because these were originally oral texts, but it was a slog. Unlike the Bhagavad Gita, the Upanishads are fourteen separate documents and it was difficult to keep attention without the structure of a story.

    Given their canonical status, it’s my fault for not properly appreciating this experience. Then again, maybe the translator shares some of the blame (I found the introduction to the book incredibly dry).

    Or possibly, these teachings should be sampled one line at a time, slowly pondered in a deliberate fashion.

    The audiobook format is great for lighter works that wash past the consciousness, often at 1.5x speed. Self-help books flitter into the consciousness to create an illusion of learning that will be forgotten in a month.

    The Upanishads are definitely not fluffy self-help fodder. These texts were orally transmitted from father to son. Something that required this much effort must have embodied deep value to survive the attrition of millennia.

    It was too much to digest in an endless stream, even at 1.0x speed.

    In all, I don’t regret the listen. But this was the barest of introductions. If I want to get anything substantive out of the Upanishads, I’ll have to sit down and read it slowly.


    But if the past year of inaction is any indication, I doubt will ever happen.

  • OPM.29 (notes on) The New West, Robert Adams, 1974

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    (notes on) The New West

    The Houston Public Library introduced me to three great books, The New West, Stephen Shore’s Uncommon Places, and a third monograph that focused on reflections in the plate glass on New York City streets (but I haven’t been able to rediscover). All three books were from the 1970s and 1980s.

    The New West has kept its freshness ten years after I first discovered it, almost fifty years after publication. Even though the Rocky Mountains are a foreign place for me (the most interaction I’ve had with Denver is stretching my legs at its train station while riding the California Zephyr), the suburban scape is quite familiar.

    The tract homes are much like the simple homes I renovated in the Bay Area. I spent four years remodeling an old tract home in downtown Vegas. I now live next to freshly cleared new subdivisions in the desert. The book’s business strips mirror my grandparent’s avenues in the San Gabriel Valley. I can also see a central business (casino) district from our house, through the dusty haze of flatland. That same highway rolled through the foothills of Austin when I started dating my wife. It also runs through the desert towards Los Angeles.

    It is all so familiar, and yet half a century foreign. Different from what I know, but every element rhymes.

    The only misstep in this book is the introduction to the chapter “Tract and Mobile Homes”.

    Few of the new houses will stand in fifty years; linoleum buckles on countertops, and unseasoned lumber twists walls out of plumb before the first occupants arrive.

    I pulled up a copy of Google maps to verify this sour prediction. There have been some changes. Big trees stand tall where the land was scraped bare and fences now divide the properties. But the homes all remain, sometimes barely touched.

    I wonder if any of the current residents know that their abode is been featured in a photographic monograph? What would they think if they stumble across a print in a fancy gallery? Do they realize the artist fully expected them their homes would quickly disappear?

    However, our ability to predict the future is often half right. I followed up the house search by looking up his busy commercial strips. Almost all of them have changed. Sometimes there are wafts of the past with similar uses in new buildings, but American commerce is one of creative destruction.

    Those examples in this book were not spared. Only the church has remained.

    And so I see our future in Las Vegas. The streets will remain. These squat stucco boxes will survive. I doubt our trees will grow as tall, but I’m curious what our shopping centers will become in the second half of this new century.

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    A Question

    What do you see in your crystal ball? What will stick around in fifty years?

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    A Link

    The Growth Equation posted about the importance of physical constraints, especially for knowledge workers who deal in data all day. This is why I love this industry. Outside of academia, architects have to deal with physical reality, even if we aren’t forced to get our hands dirty.

    … and a photo.

    Nisei Grill, San Francisco, 1942, Dorothea Lange

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    Thanks for reading the OPM letter! I’d love to have a conversation if you have any feedback. I hope you found some prompts to stretch your craft as a curious Owner PM. See you soon!

    Justus Pang, RA