GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Category: Notes

  • “Crepes” and Summer Bread

    Over summer I developed a crepe recipe.

    We eat it savory because the batter is often the product of failed bread.

    300g starter (150 flour + 150g water)
    3 eggs
    150g water
    2g pepper
    2g garlic powder
    2g salt (when its not failed bread dough)
    90g cheese (optional)

    My wife likes them crispy (hence the scare quotes in the title).

    So they take a while to cook.

    Almost cheesy crackers.

    Unfortunately the kids lost interest in making crepes and pancakes. But it’s a nice solitary activity on a weekend morning.

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    The big toaster oven at my in-laws finally died, replaced by a smaller unit. So I downsized the recipe to 50g starter, 100g water, 150g flour. Worked well as long as I refreshed the starter twice before the main mix — I start the night before, refresh in the morning, mix in the mid-morning, bake at night.

    When we went home, I forgot the starter, so I spent the first couple days using yeast (1g yeast for 250g flour). Whoohee! I see why people use yeast. So quick! Don’t have to baby the starter! Dried out a touch faster than sourdough, but not a problem if the loaves are gone within a day. Will keep this in mind if I need to bake a loaf before dinner.

    In the move I found year-old wheat berries. Back to making blended whole wheat bread. The first loaf was 50% whole wheat. Didn’t go well. I’ve settled into 50g of wheat berries to 200g flour. Close enough to the ~25% percent sweet spot for flavoring bread.

  • 20th Century European Philosophy, Ed Casey, 2006

    Unfortunately, this experience matches my experience in the critical theory class in grad school. Interesting ideas that entered and immediately exited my brain.

    The ancients paid attention to how shall we live, but these modern philosophers were exploring the cutting edge esoteric problems of their discipline. The theories are stimulating, but it’s difficult to follow their intricacies in a cursory summary.

    In all, good enough to figure out that it’s not worth pursuing further.

    My philosophical interests are pedestrian. I lose interest once I see intellectual scaffolding under construction. I tried that hobby as a Calvinist teenager, but I’ve realized the beauty of Christianity is in the Beatitudes, not in its palaces of theology.

    Same here for the philosophers. I should return to Greeks, their squabbles are much more enticing.

  • Confucius, Lao Tzu, and Chinese Philosophy, Crispin Sartwell, 2006 and Confucianism & Taoism, Julia Ching, 2006

    I came across the Crispin’s philosophy book last year when showing my dad all the cool things you could find on Libby, the Overdrive Library app.

    It’s a quick listen as a 3 hour survey of Chinese philosophy from Confucius through the rise of the Neo-Confucianism, with sections on Daoism, Mohists, and Chan Buddhism.

    As for substance, unfortunately my knowledge of Chinese philosophy is at the perfectly wrong point to judge the value of this book. I’ve read just enough that none of the info is new to me so I can’t attest if it would be difficult for a true beginner. But I’m not an expert to have an opinion on its accuracy, aside from attesting that the information was in line with I’ve read elsewhere.

    The most notable aspect in the presentation was their use of voice actors with Asian accents when reading extended quotes. It was a little surprising at first but you get used to it quickly. It adds a variety to the proceedings.

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    In my recent omnivorous push to gobble up reader digest summaries of the ancient philosophers, I came across Ching’s survey of Confucianism and Taoism.

    Because the subject was about the broad religious traditions instead of the philosophers themselves, this book includes many comments from western observers over the centuries. It paints a richer picture of the thought and practice beyond the original conceptual ideals. (And yes, I enjoyed the mix of European and Asian accents in this presentation.)

    It’s a great pairing with Crispin’s philosophy survey. I’m more drawn to the philosophical side of these traditions, but I enjoyed seeing how they have developed in history and society.

    If you’re going to listen to one, I’d recommend that you listen to both.

  • Confucius in 90 Minutes, Paul Strathern, 2005

    At 1.5x speed it took less than an hour – a podcast length summary of one of the most influential thinkers in the past three millennia.

    Having been on a Confucius kick for the past couple of years, I can’t say if it would be comprehensible for a pure first encounter with the sage, but the summary was inline with consensus opinion and my own impressions from reading the Analects.

    The author takes a cheeky irreverent tone, which could be off putting but is in the spirit of such a quick summary. Such a tone might wear out its welcome, but again, this is third of the length of your typical Joe Rogan episode.

    I’ve become a fan of Strathern’s “In 90 Minutes” series. Though short like a podcast, they have the benefit of a unified voice and have cleared a (minimal) bar for repeated publishing for profit.

    As such, I suspect will make more efficient introductions to the various subjects over crawling the internet. They aren’t anything deep, but fill the niche of semi-intellectual breaks when the mind has tired of ponderous multi-hour tomes on tape.

  • The Desert Fathers, Benedicta Ward, 2003 & The Wisdom of the Desert, Thomas Merton, 1960

    These books present a most appealing version of Christianity.
    Especially the ascetic version of this religion.

    I never groked the appeal of monastic life.
    Now I do.

    It’s not an intellectual appeal.

    It’s a “wow, that’s wild” appeal (YMMV).

    Not something I want for myself.
    But I can respect it.
    Their harshness is reserved themselves, to quash sin in their own hearts.
    Their own pride and their own failings.

    It’s impressive to read stories of those who actually try to live up to the high demands of Christ.
    Even to the point of selling one’s copy of the gospels so the money could be given to the poor.
    To avoid judging others, brothers and outsiders.

    Ward’s book is a translation of the Verba Seniorium, a categorized collection of stories about these monks.
    The stories are well written and enjoyable and the chapters give it structure.
    After a while, you feel familiar with the characters who reappear in each chapter.
    However, some of the stories are touch awful (in both positive and negative senses) with their extreme pursuit of holiness.

    Merton’s careful selection create a devotional for modern sensibilities.
    His style is a touch more fluid and airy.
    And he skips the stories that display their worst phobias of lust and women.
    (There’s a reason he’s so popular.)

    Ward presents a fuller picture of these mystics in the deserts.
    Merton’s devotional might be bowdlerized version of their story, but I suspect I’ll return to this book whenever I need a mental readjustment.

    Two overlapping collections.
    Both worth reading.

  • “In 90 Minutes” series by Paul Strathern and Audio Presentations produced by Pat Childs

    Is “reader’s digest” an epithet?
    It was for a teenager studying the koine New Testament Greek.

    Now I got a full time job and two kids.
    When do I have time to read the full text?
    In the original language?

    I don’t have the energy or days to catch them all, in depth.
    Give me those reader’s digests!
    And as audiobooks, I can learn while doing the dishes!

    Paul Starthern’s “in 90 minutes” are cheeky accounts of the philosophers’ lives followed with short sections of collected quotes from their work.
    Most of them run closer to 75 minutes, even shorter at 1.5x speed.

    The summaries produced by Pat Childs are a bit longer.
    They skip the wry humor, instead quoting extensively from the subject and commentaries.
    These are fancy productions with famous narrators with other voices for the quotes (using ethnic accents based on each author’s origins).

    I’ve dived into the ancient philosophers, Socrates, Plato, Aristotle, Confucius, Lao Tzu, St. Augustine, and Thomas Aquinas.

    The pairing of two summaries in quick succession has worked well.
    I don’t know enough to catch bias, much less discern what’s missing.
    It’s better to avoid relying upon only one source.
    And the repetition is a feature, so I better remember the highlights.
    The two complementary perspectives provide a succinct survey on a subject.
    A good base for choosing what next.

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    But I’m not sure about the next steps.
    Maybe continuing with their surveys of modern philosophers and writers,
    Or diving deeper into these classics,
    Or wandering into other survey series or lectures from The Great Courses.

    Time (and Grizzlypear) will tell…

  • Plato and a Platypus Walk into a Bar, Cathcart and Klein, Heller (narrator), 2007

    This is a delightful survey of western philosophical thought.
    It starts with big questions and ends with esoteric problems.
    Even though it’s not explicitly chronological, it acts like it.

    As I get older, I’m realizing that there are subjects where I won’t be going deeper than a surface level acquaintance.

    Time has become more of a zero sum game.
    I’ve got fewer “one days” in my future.

    I make choices.
    Or take a shortcut and let other people pre-digest knowledge for me.
    Such as a book filled with philosophical jokes.

    Maybe I’ll get deeper into some of the source material.
    Or maybe I won’t.

    By the way, Johnny Heller was an excellent narrator.
    The audiobook may be better than the hardcopy.

    If I had to guess, I’ll be listening to more summary books before diving into the source material…or maybe I’ll be distracted by some other shiny subject.

    And if I ever get into the source material, I’ll start with the ancient ones — they wrestled with the immediate philosophical issues that apply to our daily lives.

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    the prince shoots at a hawk on a high wall.

  • Fantasia 2000

    This movie came out sixty years after the original as CGI was eclipsing hand animation.

    This program was a bit shorter than the original, but equally enjoyable.

    I could nitpick that the ensemble of celebrity presenters were distracting and the CGI whales in one piece were distracting.

    But the music was fine and the stories were strong.
    And the program ended on the two powerful pieces.

    The retelling of Noah’s Ark is a pure storytelling flex.
    The animators know that you know the story.
    Beat for beat, in half a minute you know exactly how it will unfold.
    Even so, they create a piece to tug at your soul, using Donald and Daisy Duck!

    The final animation was display of raw power, with the forest spirit who survives an volcanic calamity to regenerate the mountain.

    Hopefully, they’ll come out with another Fantasia — before 2060.

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    It’s a close call, but I prefer the original with its pure hand animation.
    I suspect it’s because of a nostalgic preference for the novelty of the old.

  • Mere Christianity, C. S. Lewis, 1952

    I read this as a hard line Calvinist reformed Baptist.
    It was too squishy to be memorable.
    Decades later, I’m a squishy atheist open to all the wisdom traditions.

    I now see why this book is a classic.
    It presents a most charming version of this religion.

    His all-or-nothing argument for the divinity of Jesus was unconvincing.
    But otherwise, the book was illuminating.
    His use of analogies is masterful.
    He clearly explains esoteric concepts of the Christian cosmology in simple terms.

    The original essays were BBC Radio lectures given during World War Two.
    In publication, he preserved the informal manner of the broadcasts, and listening to it as an audiobook brought it back to life.

    It was wonderful to listen to C. S. Lewis craft the English language at his highest levels.
    Highly recommended, even though I have no interest in becoming a Christian.

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    With an active war abroad and political tensions at home, the world and nation is no longer a coherent hegemony.
    This book feels more at home in the 20’s than than in the 90’s.

    It wasn’t enough to make me curious about practicing Christianity.
    But enough to consider re-reading the Chronicles of Narnia, which I did not enjoy as a child.
    I wonder what I might find as an adult and a father, knowing the author is a veteran of World War One.

  • Korean ASMR Restaurant Videos

    The algorithm fed us a collection of Youtube channels that film restaurants as they create their signature dishes.

    Thumbs Up
    Applehead Boy
    Delight

    No narration.
    Just the work.

    Dessert
    American
    Appetizers
    Korean
    Entrees
    Chinese

    I imagine the employees normally play music in the background.
    But these videos are peaceful.
    However, the idea of making the same thing every day is mind numbing.
    It’s gotta get old pretty quick.

    But anything is interesting in a tightly packaged 15 minute visit.
    Fun to watch while eating dinner.
    Thinking of all the unhealthy things we could be eating instead.

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    a jug of wine and a bowl of rice
    earthen vessels
    simply handed in through the window

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    In a dream
    I visited a restaurant next in the basement of a shopping mall.

    It was closed.
    The door was taped up.


    The property manager left a note.

    This venue will remain closed
    until the Owners remove item 14
    from the menu and website.
    By orders of SNHD.

    What was item 14?!?!