GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Category: Notes

  • The Desert Fathers, Benedicta Ward, 2003 & The Wisdom of the Desert, Thomas Merton, 1960

    These books present a most appealing version of Christianity.
    Especially the ascetic version of this religion.

    I never groked the appeal of monastic life.
    Now I do.

    It’s not an intellectual appeal.

    It’s a “wow, that’s wild” appeal (YMMV).

    Not something I want for myself.
    But I can respect it.
    Their harshness is reserved themselves, to quash sin in their own hearts.
    Their own pride and their own failings.

    It’s impressive to read stories of those who actually try to live up to the high demands of Christ.
    Even to the point of selling one’s copy of the gospels so the money could be given to the poor.
    To avoid judging others, brothers and outsiders.

    Ward’s book is a translation of the Verba Seniorium, a categorized collection of stories about these monks.
    The stories are well written and enjoyable and the chapters give it structure.
    After a while, you feel familiar with the characters who reappear in each chapter.
    However, some of the stories are touch awful (in both positive and negative senses) with their extreme pursuit of holiness.

    Merton’s careful selection create a devotional for modern sensibilities.
    His style is a touch more fluid and airy.
    And he skips the stories that display their worst phobias of lust and women.
    (There’s a reason he’s so popular.)

    Ward presents a fuller picture of these mystics in the deserts.
    Merton’s devotional might be bowdlerized version of their story, but I suspect I’ll return to this book whenever I need a mental readjustment.

    Two overlapping collections.
    Both worth reading.

  • “In 90 Minutes” series by Paul Strathern and Audio Presentations produced by Pat Childs

    Is “reader’s digest” an epithet?
    It was for a teenager studying the koine New Testament Greek.

    Now I got a full time job and two kids.
    When do I have time to read the full text?
    In the original language?

    I don’t have the energy or days to catch them all, in depth.
    Give me those reader’s digests!
    And as audiobooks, I can learn while doing the dishes!

    Paul Starthern’s “in 90 minutes” are cheeky accounts of the philosophers’ lives followed with short sections of collected quotes from their work.
    Most of them run closer to 75 minutes, even shorter at 1.5x speed.

    The summaries produced by Pat Childs are a bit longer.
    They skip the wry humor, instead quoting extensively from the subject and commentaries.
    These are fancy productions with famous narrators with other voices for the quotes (using ethnic accents based on each author’s origins).

    I’ve dived into the ancient philosophers, Socrates, Plato, Aristotle, Confucius, Lao Tzu, St. Augustine, and Thomas Aquinas.

    The pairing of two summaries in quick succession has worked well.
    I don’t know enough to catch bias, much less discern what’s missing.
    It’s better to avoid relying upon only one source.
    And the repetition is a feature, so I better remember the highlights.
    The two complementary perspectives provide a succinct survey on a subject.
    A good base for choosing what next.

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    But I’m not sure about the next steps.
    Maybe continuing with their surveys of modern philosophers and writers,
    Or diving deeper into these classics,
    Or wandering into other survey series or lectures from The Great Courses.

    Time (and Grizzlypear) will tell…

  • Plato and a Platypus Walk into a Bar, Cathcart and Klein, Heller (narrator), 2007

    This is a delightful survey of western philosophical thought.
    It starts with big questions and ends with esoteric problems.
    Even though it’s not explicitly chronological, it acts like it.

    As I get older, I’m realizing that there are subjects where I won’t be going deeper than a surface level acquaintance.

    Time has become more of a zero sum game.
    I’ve got fewer “one days” in my future.

    I make choices.
    Or take a shortcut and let other people pre-digest knowledge for me.
    Such as a book filled with philosophical jokes.

    Maybe I’ll get deeper into some of the source material.
    Or maybe I won’t.

    By the way, Johnny Heller was an excellent narrator.
    The audiobook may be better than the hardcopy.

    If I had to guess, I’ll be listening to more summary books before diving into the source material…or maybe I’ll be distracted by some other shiny subject.

    And if I ever get into the source material, I’ll start with the ancient ones — they wrestled with the immediate philosophical issues that apply to our daily lives.

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    the prince shoots at a hawk on a high wall.

  • Fantasia 2000

    This movie came out sixty years after the original as CGI was eclipsing hand animation.

    This program was a bit shorter than the original, but equally enjoyable.

    I could nitpick that the ensemble of celebrity presenters were distracting and the CGI whales in one piece were distracting.

    But the music was fine and the stories were strong.
    And the program ended on the two powerful pieces.

    The retelling of Noah’s Ark is a pure storytelling flex.
    The animators know that you know the story.
    Beat for beat, in half a minute you know exactly how it will unfold.
    Even so, they create a piece to tug at your soul, using Donald and Daisy Duck!

    The final animation was display of raw power, with the forest spirit who survives an volcanic calamity to regenerate the mountain.

    Hopefully, they’ll come out with another Fantasia — before 2060.

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    It’s a close call, but I prefer the original with its pure hand animation.
    I suspect it’s because of a nostalgic preference for the novelty of the old.

  • Mere Christianity, C. S. Lewis, 1952

    I read this as a hard line Calvinist reformed Baptist.
    It was too squishy to be memorable.
    Decades later, I’m a squishy atheist open to all the wisdom traditions.

    I now see why this book is a classic.
    It presents a most charming version of this religion.

    His all-or-nothing argument for the divinity of Jesus was unconvincing.
    But otherwise, the book was illuminating.
    His use of analogies is masterful.
    He clearly explains esoteric concepts of the Christian cosmology in simple terms.

    The original essays were BBC Radio lectures given during World War Two.
    In publication, he preserved the informal manner of the broadcasts, and listening to it as an audiobook brought it back to life.

    It was wonderful to listen to C. S. Lewis craft the English language at his highest levels.
    Highly recommended, even though I have no interest in becoming a Christian.

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    With an active war abroad and political tensions at home, the world and nation is no longer a coherent hegemony.
    This book feels more at home in the 20’s than than in the 90’s.

    It wasn’t enough to make me curious about practicing Christianity.
    But enough to consider re-reading the Chronicles of Narnia, which I did not enjoy as a child.
    I wonder what I might find as an adult and a father, knowing the author is a veteran of World War One.

  • Korean ASMR Restaurant Videos

    The algorithm fed us a collection of Youtube channels that film restaurants as they create their signature dishes.

    Thumbs Up
    Applehead Boy
    Delight

    No narration.
    Just the work.

    Dessert
    American
    Appetizers
    Korean
    Entrees
    Chinese

    I imagine the employees normally play music in the background.
    But these videos are peaceful.
    However, the idea of making the same thing every day is mind numbing.
    It’s gotta get old pretty quick.

    But anything is interesting in a tightly packaged 15 minute visit.
    Fun to watch while eating dinner.
    Thinking of all the unhealthy things we could be eating instead.

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    a jug of wine and a bowl of rice
    earthen vessels
    simply handed in through the window

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    In a dream
    I visited a restaurant next in the basement of a shopping mall.

    It was closed.
    The door was taped up.


    The property manager left a note.

    This venue will remain closed
    until the Owners remove item 14
    from the menu and website.
    By orders of SNHD.

    What was item 14?!?!

  • 101 Dalmatians, Geronimi, Luske, Reitherman, 1961

    I seem to focus on everything around the characters.

    Yet again, gorgeous art in high definition.
    Graphical stylized backgrounds.
    Intriguing raw linework.

    And a clean concise story.

    A modern movie would have added a half hour with two extra codas.
    But this classic tells a clean concise caper love story.

    Even though I dread the prospect of picking up after one hundred and one dalmatians.

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    Shoutout to one of my favorite authors in childhood – screenwriter Bill Peet.

  • The Lion King, Allers and Minkoff, 1994

    I was underwhelmed when I watched it a few years ago.
    I wasn’t overwhelmed this time.
    But I enjoyed it.

    I still can’t shake my distaste of monarchical systems.
    But I appreciated this story of growing up into responsibility.
    And it resonates more with a growing boy in the house.

    Plus, it’s gorgeous.

    Especially this spectacular rendition of I Just Can’t Wait to be King.

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    Chalk up another #win for Disney+ high def.
    I might end up a fan of musicals soon enough!

  • Walt Disney’s Melody Time, 1948

    If you’re a fan of mid-century aesthetics, this is a must-watch.
    If you enjoy the occasional surreal animation, it’s got that too.
    (Check out Blame it on the Samba).

    I didn’t watch this as a kid.
    Most likely better to skip this on a grainy VHS tape.
    It was a treat to watch this on a big screen TV in high def.

    Too bad my kids won’t enjoy this for the first time as adults.
    I wonder what they will enjoy in thirty-five years.

    Will their aesthetic pleasures follow mine?
    Most likely the opposite.

    The quantity of cheap entertainment at our fingertips continues to boggle my mind. Even without Disney+ I’d still have the world of YouTube. But high def, guaranteed curation, and no ads are worth a small tax to the Mouse.

  • Chivalry, Neil Gaiman, BBC Radio, 2019

    I listened to the BBC Radio presentation of this short story by Neil Gaiman.

    I have an up and down opinion of his work.

    I’m a huge fan of the Sandman series and have reread the series a few times and plan to reread them soon.

    During college, I was also a fan of his novels, Neverwhere and American Gods. However, I reread them a couple years ago and realized that I don’t enjoy his prose.

    I adore his inventive worldbuilding, but his writing came off stiff in the repeat. Gaiman is the first author where I’ve soured on their prose. I’ve ready plenty of bad authors, but none who I liked enough reread their books a two decades apart.

    Fortunately, Chivalry doesn’t have this problem. It’s a cute short story, set in a lovely little world, and doesn’t overstay its brief welcome.

    Even if I’ve soured on his novels, it’s hard to go wrong in 45 minutes. It’s a charming piece with an insightful introduction sharing nuggets on the difficulties of a professional author.

    Well worth a listen.