GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Category: Poetries

  • A couple from the boy (five-pack four+Magic Puzzle Company)

    Some 5WP’s from that came from here and out there.

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    12/15

    floor
    slug
    clapping
    his
    feet

    When we eat, the boy wanders around the house. I wrote this after watching him mop the floor with his back and clapping his feet in the middle of dinner. The girl has always been well behaved at meals so I’m gonna chalk it up to genetics.

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    12/13

    dreamland
    dusk
    seeking
    the
    girl

    An early morning poem after waking up from a dream.

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    12/16

    metal
    tail
    chubby
    sky
    shark

    Next to the airport is a big shopping center. I’m always tickled by the tail fins gliding in the background by as jets prepare for takeoff while I’m parking the car to pick up oranges.

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    12/31/2024

    poetry
    pokes
    thru
    imperfect
    precision

    It started with the phrase “poetry is precision” but it felt too pat and wasn’t five words.

    I have no business making pronouncements on the nature of poetry. If I keep this up maybe this will feel prescient. Or just cringe. Tomorrow’s problem!

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    1/2/2025

    do dreams teach you stuff?

    A couple of weeks ago, the boy walked up as I was typing on the computer and asked an innocent question.

    Unfortunately my first attempt had a mistake. But it’s prettier.

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    I’ve been focusing on using a straight brush for this month.

    I’m not using a “real” standalone brush, but Pentel refillable brush pen. The price fluctuates wildly, but I’ve gotten them at around $8 for a pen (with two black cartridges). I refill the empty cartridges with whatever color I want. I’ve got three at home and one at the office.

    We also picked up a straight brush from Blick for Christmas. Maybe I’ll pull it out and have something deep to say about straight brush calligraphy by the end of the month. Ha!

    Cya next time!

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    PSMagic Puzzle Company

    In spite of my fatherly brainwashing, my kids just aren’t into boardgames.

    But they did go through a jigsaw puzzle phase. A couple of years ago I found a puzzle at Goodwill priced at $12.99, when I’ve never seen a puzzle go for more than $2.99.

    That price sparked my curiosity so I looked it up on Amazon. It had good reviews, the box felt sturdy, and the art was undeniably cute. I bought it for the girl’s birthday.

    Bingo!

    I bought another one for my son’s birthday (this time new).

    Bingo, again!

    These offerings by Magic Puzzle Company are spectacular. Thick pieces, intricate art, creative cuts, damn near magical. Heads and tails better than Ravensburger puzzles (which are already significantly better than other brands normally found in thrift shops).

    So I’m giving it the highest possible recommendation. In a world where I can keep buying used puzzles at the library and thrift stores for two bucks a pop, I’ve purchased the entire Magic Puzzle Company catalog at $23 a piece.

    To add a slight literary valence (and to avoid being a complete shill) I’ll also recommend that y’all check out George Perec’s Life a User’s Manual. I often think about the puzzle maker in that novel while playing these puzzles. It’s high time that I revisit that epic.

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    PPS—Heal

    1/3

    are you going to heal the sink?
    yes, we need to fix it next week.
    I like to say heal—it’s like a person.

    From a conversation last year with the boy soon after we moved into this house.

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  • Catching up December (five-pack three+Ties*2)

    With the holidays, I’ve fallen behind on these compilations. We’ll see if I catch up or if life will keep me busy so that production just falls off in this new year. It’s gonna be a busy year at work, without adding any burdens from a self-imposed hobby schedule.

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    12/7 Inktober 52, week 49

    krampus
    tracks
    you
    year
    round

    I tried to create claustrophobia with Krampus spying through the caps in the words. Turns out that half-hiding the four words along the top was more effective.

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    12/11 Inktober 52, week 35

    loft nest of cruel fairies

    Made a loft out of “loft”. Unfortunately, I’ve totally forgotten how I created that creepy effect with “fairies”, maybe with a ruling pen?

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    12/12 Inktober 52, week 34

    ride clouds with 72 transformations

    Another homage to the Great Sage Equal to Heaven. I used to believe that I didn’t have a favorite didn’t have a superhero. When the boy was old enough to get into the Sun Wukong cartoons, I realized I did had one all along, decades after my mom read these stories to me as a boy. Soon after, I read the Journey to the West and fell in love with that crazy monkey even more.

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    12/14 Inktober 52, week 33

    pink dreams in a stormtrooper

    pink stormtrooper in a dream

    Stormtrooper was the word, but it played out in two different ways.

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    12/19 Inktober 52, week 31

    It’s just one tiny bean

    “Stormtrooper” and “Bean” are both unapologetically inspired by this essay by Michele Banks about the work of Christopher Wool. It’s is well worth a read.

    The variations (among several more that aren’t published) show that there is a whole world of additional decisions that follow the initial concept. Details upon details, all the way down.

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    After all the decisions, there is the final execution. Which is always a thrill and terror.

    Every time I get frustrated at a piece, I re-center by reminding myself that it’s a huge privilege to work on these drawings. I should savor these multiple bites at this apple. Is there any better use of time than making art?

    Here’s to more 5WP’s in ’25.

    Cya next time!

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    PSTies

    Architects have a weird relationship with ties. We’re artsy professionals.

    Look at the photos of any architecture website—we don’t wear ties. I never wore one in private practice. We’ll rock a sports coats for big meetings and some architects make a statement with a bow tie. But no ties.

    But things were a bit more formal in the State. As the low guy on the totem pole, it’s best to be overdressed for government meetings. So I kept a coat in a car (with two ties, to match whatever shirt I might be wearing).

    How about meetings where I’m not the low guy? In such a case, I like to signal west-coast casualness to keep folks at ease, but I’m still a government official. Last year, I finally solved the conundrum. I can just wear the tie, without the coat! With a tie, I’m taking the meeting seriously, but not I’m not full of myself.

    A good example would be consultant selection interviews. I don’t want to outshine the interviewees, but I want to acknowledge that this is a big deal for them.

    If I know I’m going to wear a tie that day, I’ll wear a long sleeved shirt, but in a pinch, a short sleeved shirt with a tie has a nice 50’s vibe to it. But wait! There’s more—the badge lanyard. At the State our employee ID card was functionally useless. So I never wore it except for meetings in other State buildings. In such a case I’m signaling that I’m “one of you” (versus the outside consultants or contractors).

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    PPS-Airport Dress Update

    With airport security, the badge lanyard went from bonus to required. Even then, which lanyard? These things are all branded! Currently I’ve settled for a LAS lanyard that was passed out at an all-hands meeting. I’d prefer a thinner lighter lanyard, but until I splurge on a UC Berkeley lanyard, it’s best to rep for the employer.

    More complicated is how to dress. For most folks that’s not a problem. Almost all of the airport dresses pretty much as we did at the State. But my boss comes from the East Coast. He’s always well dressed. Invariably better dressed than the top directors of this place! It’s a balancing act. As his subordinate, I don’t want to underdress my boss, but it feels weird to be overdressed to his bosses.

    Currently my compromise is that while I’m in the office I dress as I’ve always done (button down and slacks). But whenever I hit the terminals I tuck the shirt in and wear a sports coat. If I’m in a big meeting, I’ll wear a tie. Definitely when I’m meeting the public or when elected officials, and I’m still figuring out how to play it out when it comes to our internal leadership.

    So to that end, I finally bought a couple ties. First time in decades! I got tired of the old hand-me-downs with bland patterns and got a pair of simple navy blue ties (representing the color the new Harry Reid logo). With a sports coat in the car and another in the cubicle, I’m always ready to look formal.

    Of course, I’m is totally overthinking things, nobody else is wasting brain space on such questions. But overthinking is what architects do. So Walmart is $20 richer, and I’m the proud owner of two blue strips of cloth.

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    PPS-Blick Paper Play

    For Christmas we bought a ream of sulfite paper from Blick. I took a moment to compare it against an existing ream that we already have. The texture is the same so the only difference is a very subtle beige tint on the Blick paper that might have been washed out in the post processing.

    Still, it’s always fun to play with all the tools on one sheet.

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  • My own 5WP’s, (five-pack two+Reciprocal Paradox+1901 Modern Pen and Ink+Reactionary Classics)

    Here are five non-prompted 5WPs that popped up over the past few weeks. It’s a fun challenge to memorialize a moment using only five words and then make it pretty.

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    11/26

    bumping
    gnx
    stopped at yellow

    I had just hit 55mph on the highway when the light turned yellow. Even though I was vibing hard to the first track on Kendrick’s new album gnx, I slowed down and stopped.

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    12/5

    hangin’ out
    d. w.
    at T3

    On Thursday, my sister’s flight was delayed a couple of hours so I got a little extra time to hang out with them. That evening, my substack friend d.w. was flying out of town, so I hung out with him at the airport bar. It’s a big perk to join folks for their last few moments in Vegas.

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    palm
    of
    peach
    leaf
    flames

    We visited the grandparents after Thanksgiving. This popped up while helping the kids collect leaves and twigs to make a nest on the patio.

    12/6

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    12/9

    I want the crispy chicken

    (donut)

    We had fried chicken for Thanksgiving. A week later I bought four donuts from Randy’s Donuts (a chain entering the Vegas market). This was his choice for the first day.

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    12/10

    asleep we reach our souls

    I have no idea how this line popped into my head, but it was a perfect 5WP.

    On the first version, the boy typed the background text while testing a new ribbon for my typewriter. It doesn’t scan dark, but it’s a huge improvement over the twenty year-old ribbon. In undergrad, I didn’t use the computer for art or architecture work. When applying to grad school I bought a Remington Quiet-Riter so I scan in real typewritten text to emphasize my hand work. I got into almost all of the schools, so I guess they appreciated my devotion to this illusion.

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    A few weeks ago, I deleted all social media apps from my phone to detox from those random dopamine hits keep us constantly distracted. The only exception was YouTube, because it has become a second podcast player. In the void, YouTube started creeping up.

    I found a solution in ZenScreen, a simple free app that delays how long it takes before YouTube opens. If it’s important, I can wait 60 seconds. If not, I’ll lose patience and slip over to the podcast or music app.

    I don’t care about their tracking features, but the core delay feature works perfectly….though I’m not sure how long it will last. I find that most life-hacks are only effective for about six weeks before my monkey brain finds a workaround back to the juice.

    Cya next time!
    Justus

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    PS–Reciprocal Paradox

    As a Project Manager I try to cultivate a feeling of psychological safety with my design team. I hope this will draw out that “edge” from each individual on that team.

    But if I don’t sense that “edge”, I will judge the heck out of you as a professional.

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    PPS-1901 Modern Pen and Ink

    As a dude with money to purchase (and the time to read) a 123 year old book on pen and ink printings, I have more in common with the socialites depicted on these pages than the exhausted workers toiling in their slums.

    Privilege is a weird thing. In today’s chaos, it’s easy to feel that we’re the victims of our story, but every single person reading this has been gifted with a cornucopia of great things (such as a flat screen monitor/device integrated with an unimaginably cheap, powerful, and small supercomputer).

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    PPS-Reactionary Classics

    Earlier this year, academia hosted a plagiarism kerfuffle which has driven me deeper into my preference for “great books”. If nothing is guaranteed (and now likely laundered by AI), at least the classics have stood the test of time.

    Yes, these classics are plagiarized works themselves—bits and bobs accreted over decades until they were frozen for millennia. But the ones that have survived to the present were so damn good that generation after generation thought it was worthy to reproduce by hand.

    So there must be something there there? Right?

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  • a few #Inktober52’s (five-pack one+Social Media Indulgences)

    Having wrapped up the daily challenges of the October and November, I’m slowly playing through old weekly prompts from #Inktober52 along with random 5WP’s that pop in my head.

    It will take a few shots to find the right feel for these posts, but at the moment I’ll be posting a five-pack of 5WPs along with a hastily edited old blog draft that needs to be finally pushed into the wild.

    Here’s to new-old projects, starting on the last month of the year!

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    11/16—Inktober 52, week 46

    waffle
    water
    sugar
    flour
    egg

    My favorite book on bread baking is Tartine Book No. 3. Chad Robertson’s ambition is breathtaking. I am also fond of Ken Forkish’s Flour Water Salt Yeast, which a huge help when starting my sourdough journey.

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    11/23—Inktober 52, week 47

    buff sprites
    train
    petal bells

    The visual pun to make a dumbbell of words didn’t land perfectly, but it was greatly helped when I flipped “petal” to align with ” buff sprites”. For many attempts I kept “petals bells” oriented towards “train”, but it read as “train bells petal”. On the other hand, the letters clash if “bells” is flipped into alignment with the other three lines.

    But I don’t totally mind the orientation weirdness of “petal bell” because it emphasizes the rhyme pun of that pairing.

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    12/3—Inktober52, week 48

    modern
    cornucopia
    just add water

    My standard process with super-graphics:

    1. Sketch a concept with thumbnails.
    2. Warm up on previously failed sheets.
    3. Take a bunch of shots on “good” paper.
    4. Fill in the remaining four words of the 5WP in varying ways until I run out of patience/paper. (The thumbnail sketches never work full size, so I usually flail around for a few sheets before settling on a couple decent solutions.)
    5. Scan them in.
    6. A few days later (after the rush of the moment has cooled), I make final selections and complete the edits on the computer.

    BTW, I’m fond of this failed sheet which became the background for testing scripts.

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    12/4—Inktober52, week 36

    music
    casually
    diced
    my
    spleen

    Even though I already played with the visual concept of interlaced words on “boss” and “waffle”, there’s always more to explore—along with thymus and spleen, I also considered pancreas and kidneys.

    On a serious note, check out Nadia’s beautiful essay about music and healing.

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    12/5—Inktober 52, week 37

    great
    sage
    heaven’s
    equal
    tattoo

    My Chinese calligraphy is awful, but this prompt begs for bad Asian brushwork! Unlike my frustrations with an art I’ve never practiced, I had fun going brush-ish with the Pilot Parallel—it felt simultaneously of street-ish and asian-ish.

    I don’t have a tattoo, but if forced to pick something, I would adopt the bravado of this Monkey King’s self-granted title…maybe to compensate for the lack of such bravado in real life! Plus a hard recommend for the Journey to the West. It’s truly one of the four classics novels.

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    A full week after the official end of the challenges (and three weeks after actually finishing my paper graphs for the prompts) my brain has finally slowed down enough to let me practice without feeling a need to produce another 5WP every morning.

    As threatened over the last two months, I’m back to practicing Copperplate, learning to wrangle that flexible pointy nib and trying to avoid gigaton ink blobs after dipping the pen.

    It’s a simple meditative morning practice. I listen to a podcast while doing three lines of basic strokes and then fill a page in the sketchbook with whatever words that pop into my brain from that podcast.

    There are a couple of enticing project ideas the horizon, so I expect to crank up the machine again, but it’s nice to enjoy the downtime.

    Cya next time!

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    PS-Social Media Indulgences

    In June, I drafted this listicle of lists from various social media posts. I was trying to keep a monthly streak alive, but it never got published!

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    Purchases to celebrate a new job:

    • (Carlo) Scarpa, Complete Works
    • Magic Puzzle, Season 2
    • Magic Puzzle, Season 3
    • Journey to the West, volume 3 (of 4)
    • Sleeping by the Mississippi, Alec Soth
    • American Prospects, Joel Sternfeld

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    4 covers (book, album, movie, television series)

    Honorable Mentions

    • Album: Koln Concert (Keith Jarrett), Chicken and Dumplin’s (Bobby Timmons), Alive 2007 (Daft Punk), Giant Steps (John Coltrane)
    • MovieWhisper of the HeartCollateral
    • TV ShowCowboy Bebop
    • BooksInvisible Cities (Italo Calvino), Labyrinths (Jorge Luis Borges), 40 Days in the Desert (Moebius)

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    Three short stories

    • “Three Septembers and a January”, Neil Gaiman with Shawn McManus
    • “Tlön, Uqbar, Orbis Tertius”, Jorge Luis Borges
    • the passage on the giant bird Peng, Zhuangzi

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    When in doubt

    • Bullet points are your friend.

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  • Callivember24, Week 5

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    11/25

    thrive
    where
    havoc
    crosses
    harmony

    I finished this piece ten days before prepping the scan for upload. Plenty of time to forget the exact wording before final edits in the computer. So I came up with “better” wording, dragging me back to the drawing board. I didn’t like the initial version (with the cursive harmony O) so I tried again with the heavy O.

    Two extra trips to the drawing board before remembering the original wording and realizing that the alternate version only has 4 words.

    That’s why it’s important to write things down!

    harmony
    hides
    in
    havoc

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    aesthetic
    without
    rigor
    is
    nothing

    5WP as a math problem.

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    vibration
    animates
    all
    under
    heaven

    Inspired by the occasional reading of old Chinese philosophy. The piece felt a bit dry after graphing, so I added splatters. Ideally the page would be energized by the graphs themselves, but I need a lot more practice with brush cursive. Until then, I’ll shamelessly rely on gratuitous noise.

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    11/28

    abstract,
    there is nothing else

    I love using the heavy black brush over busy backgrounds. But that leaves the problem of getting the other four words readable within the noise.

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    aequaminitas
    just one last snack

    This one flowered into a bunch of variations, which is fitting for this 5WP.

    Aequaminitas means equanimity. I first took it as the disappointment that always comes after completing a piece (even though I quickly recover by jumping into the next piece). Playing with the wording led to the realization that calligraphy always tantalizes the practitioner that the next graph will perfectly match the vision.

    This hobby is such a tease!

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    gratitude
    now
    is
    a
    present

    At first I tried using the words as ribbons but my script skills weren’t good enough. I settled with a flat brush and then going white over it. Turned out to be a nice recall of the first word of Callivember 2024, with “flow” written in mastic.

    11/1

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    It’s been sixty-one days of a part time job where the pay is a pile of (hopefully) pretty papers and approximately one thousand digital hearts. And the skill to do it better. I’ve often told young architects you get paid in money and experience. In this case, $0 and a ton of experience.

    Moving forward, I’m going to keep hitting the drawing board, but I’m not grinding to produce something every day. The holiday season is here, gotta wrap presents, bang out Christmas cards, tidy the abode, only to jump into tax season.

    But as with all my hobbies, we’ll see where it goes. Hopefully it keeps growing as a meditative creative practice, but history predicts a slow fade as soon as something else catches my fancy.

    In the meantime, I have a growing backlog of Inktober 52 pieces so there’s enough to

    Cya next week!

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    12/1

    five
    dandelions
    in
    a
    row

    While working on aequaminitas I was inspired to graph a dandelion. As always, it took a few tries to get the composition right. As my habit, I took a few extra shots for good measure (I’m rarely happy with the results at the table). The morning after, I had a hard time picking the best version so I chose them all (using multiply layers on the opacity function). This turned a single word into a 5WP.

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    PPS

    11/30

    three
    sprawled out
    reading worms

    The kids and I spent the other night reading books, all sprawled out in the bedroom. Mama would have yelled at us if she walked in before I fell asleep. The next morning, I found out that a Substack buddy just reached 333 subscribers, celebrating with this song. The coincidence was too much, I had to celebrate too.

    This first attempt was written on an 8-year old printout of Toni Morrison’s essay No Place for Self-Pity, No Room for Fear.

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    That version was good enough to post in the moment, but I was unsatisfied with the composition and wording. It was originally oriented as a horizontal piece, but given the power of the background words, I pulled it vertical, but it felt off. Plus, I had gotten too cute by choosing “reading” instead of the obvious “book” worm.

    So I went back to the drawing board.

    three
    sprawled out
    book wurms

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  • Callivember24, Week 4

    More digital manipulation this week. More subtle than last week, but still not “raw on page”.

    Of course, I prefer to get things right on the paper, but 99.999999% of viewers will only ever see it on their screens. So I don’t feel obligated to physical reality after it’s been translated into 1’s and 0’s.

    Even so, I generally avoid pushing digital limits, unless the piece demands to go hard in the computer. Always listen to the work.

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    11/19

    kiss
    the
    soft
    divine
    pulse

    Given the constraints, the circles weren’t perfectly centered on the page. With a white background, it’s easily fixed in the computer. Then, digital space insisted on a funky paper space. I obliged.

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    11/20

    space
    turns
    letters
    into
    song

    I’m not sure that letting the “p” descend below the white page was a good idea. Experiments can fall flat if the payoff isn’t worth breaking convention.

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    11/21

    art
    becomes
    our
    delicate
    sledgehammer

    I merged the handle from my second attempt with the hammerhead from the first attempt. Interesting that I started the week with three digitally manipulated 5WP’s. Last week, my wife convinced me to stop using the back of old printouts for these pieces. Default white backgrounds simplifying digital play might be an unforeseen consequence this change.

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    11/22

    ain’t gonna find wisdom online

    Sometimes you think the flashier version might work but ultimately upload the simpler one. The good thing with simpler pieces is that it’s easy to try a lot of variations on paper, especially if an early shot is “good enough”. After that you’re playing with house money.

    In the moment, it’s hard to tell which version is “better”, but time sorts things out. Often, the winner is an early attempt (maybe even that first “good enough” shot). If I was a professional with billable hours, this dynamic would be a problem, but amateurs can afford such luxurious whimsies.

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    11/23

    don’t be your worst boss

    I still need to learn control over a ruling pen for deliberate scripts, but I’m now comfortable with being primitive using this tool. Being unpredictable is the point using a ruling pen, but it can’t be totally out of control.

    And yes, the last two versions were from the same scan, I upsized the inner circle to see how it would feel. But my wife is right, it’s cuter with the donut.

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    11/24

    when
    in
    doubt
    add
    textures

    My personal mantra has been “when in doubt add noise” but the prompt “textures” is close enough. For this, I went back to my simple five line 5WP format. With this much texture/noise, no need to get cute with the composition.

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    These compilation posts have become a journal on my social media meanderings, so hello Bluesky!

    I’m really happy with how I’ve trained the Substack algorithm—a wide variety of interesting art, photography, essays, and poetry, and no politics. It’s a vast garden of delights.

    But FOMO is the demon of our age, so I’ve joined the crowd checking out Bluesky. A couple of the folks I met on Post had migrated there, so it is nice to catch up with them.

    But I’m weary of establishing beachheads on yet another platform. At the moment I’m just cross posting the images I upload to on Instagram. Maybe Bluesky will grow into something interesting. Or maybe I’ll stop and my profile will just be a snapshot in time.

    If I had to bet, I’ll most likely keep Substack as my social media home, visit Instagram as a gallery of gorgeous calligraphy and participate in occasionally group challenges, and go dormant on Bluesky.

    But that’s tomorrow’s problem. Time to wrap up November and get going on the holiday postcards.

    Cya next week!

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    PS—One last studio photo of our washroom across the hallway. I suspect that this tract home had an upgrade option for a second lavatory in this counter. Thankfully, the original buyers declined, leaving a big workbench for spreading out out my tools. This sink is also integral to the surface, so no seams. It’s a perfectly clean setup!

    Of course clean is a relative term. My wife generally puts up with my hobbies, maybe because she knows they are always a passing phase. At least this one doesn’t take up a ton of storage space (unlike board games).

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    PPS—The boy said this in October, but I just scanned it yesterday.

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  • AWKWARD!

    A cohort of 31 fiction authors and artists released stories on Substack to celebrate the anniversary of the first airing of the Twilight Zone on 11.24.1968.

    I’m a sucker for internet moments, so here is a little something to celebrate with a 5-word microfiction.

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    he made me dinner.
    awkward!

    This 5WP is based off the Twilight Zone episode “To Serve Man”. As a kid, we didn’t watch much TV, but I saw this episode on Nickelodeon at my cousin’s place. In a pre-streaming world, this was a completely random occurrence. As luck would have it, the only episode that I’ve ever watched turned out to be one of their more famous episodes.

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    Physically, this was the drawn and formatted as a foldy comic. If you’d like to read this book as designed, download my PDF.

    While you’re at it, download instructions to make your own foldy comics by Matt Madden!

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    I initially graphed the piece with a ruling pen on a single page. After scanning it in, I realized that shape and order of words was perfect for a foldy comic. Plus it would be a special way to fete this event.

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    Congratulations for Sean Thomas McDonnell and J. Curtis for coordinating the…

    Enter!

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  • Callivember24, Week3

    I was indecisive with several of these.

    <Insert insincere self-deprecating apology for uploading too many versions>

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    11/13

    symmetry
    hobgoblin of small minds

    I first heard the Emerson quote “consistency is the hobgoblin of small minds” at Rogers+Labarthe Architects. We were hung up on the lighting layout in a hallway (a trickier task than it might seem). One of them whipped out this line to keep things moving.

    The top image is more or less how it looks on the page (after darkening the orange). The lower image uses the same ink, but with the contrast pushed hard. This blue is from a wash bottle where I salvage cool colored ink from pens and brushes before rinsing the tools.

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    11/14

    wild style
    takes
    boring
    practice

    I used a grey-ink wash bottle for the liquid to activate the watercolors on the top image. I need to explore this further, but the dirty colors were not the right fit for this word. I should have pushed the saturation harder on the lower image, but I already went heavy on the digital pushing on “symmetry” and “glow up” (last week), so I let it be.

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    11/15

    find your center inside
    chaos

    Super-graphics are tough because they have to be both expressive and “right”. I often use old sheets for test runs. With chaos, it was natural to appropriate such backgrounds for finished pieces. Normally, the background noise makes the smaller words unreadable, but this prompt frees you splash heavy with the opaque ink.

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    11/16

    synchronicity
    everyday
    when we wake

    I miscounted the letters when I decided upon with the clock-face concept. Didn’t realize there were thirteen letters until my second try! Oh well, a compound word is a bit of a cheat too.

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    11/17

    culture
    swings
    via
    any
    tongue

    After taking fifteen shots, you’d think I know how to spell tongue, but I just mistyped it a second ago. This poem was inspired by the prompt “култура”, but I wasn’t about to learn Bulgarian.

    When studying flourishes, I realized that there is quite an art to it. Since I had no idea what I was doing, I went overboard. As a beginner, it wasn’t going to look good, so going heavy at least made it appear possibly intentional. (I posted the middle version for Instagram—Goldilocks would be proud).

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    11/18

    freestyle races
    along ghostly ruts

    I could not envision a good composition, so I finally settled the concept of tire tread marks. That didn’t look good on the paper, but it had promise, and the computer came through. It took time, but this was the fun type of digital manipulation.

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    One Saturday, I went on a streak of truthy remarks on design.

    The hard part of being a professional is knowing when to trust your personal tendencies and knowing when to do exactly the opposite. Actually, the hardest part is just doing the damn work.

    I’m not a great design architect. But I have become more fluid at switching gears when I slam into a wall. Sometimes you need to brute force a problem, but it’s usually more efficient to step laterally and approach the question from a different angle with a fresh technique.

    The creative life is a cycle of expansion and refinement.

    I was given this nugget in grad school before embarking upon on my master’s thesis. There is a tendency to stay in high level to avoid tackling the project. Maybe this applies with my continued emphasis on pushing out new 5WP’s instead of focusing on specific skills.

    When picking between two good versions to publish, bias towards the one that you fear the audience will dislike. (You could say “challenge the audience”…but that’s not properly scary sounding for such a moment).

    I’m a huge fan of default biases, “rules of thumb”. For this, I’m worried about the subtle effect of algorithmic Instagram metrics in shaping my instincts. So whenever what image to post, it’s best go against such subconscious Meta-training (unlike these newsletters, I only post one image per prompt on IG).

    Congrats on the new job! If you think it’s time to change, you were way overdue!

    Fear prudently keeps us from making rash changes, but don’t waste your career staying comfortably miserable.

    Selling writing courses on Substack is that “selling pickaxes to gold miners” phenomena….miners who love to stare at their navels and talk about it endlessly.

    Including me, right now!

    Cya next week!

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    PS—After mentioning my old ink bottles for pre-rinsing tools, here is a photo of the bottles that stay on my work desk (most of my proper ink bottles are stored elsewhere)

    Doing a cycle starting from the front left:

    1. Sheaffer Sepia (with the blue rubber bands). Purchased before college, I use it for trial compositions. The ink is light enough that the paper can be reused for future tests and as a brown, I’m not worried about the ink color getting contaminated. But unlike my wash bottles, this handles as real fountain pen ink.
    2. Speedball Calligraphy. This was a recent purchase to feel how a new bottle of india ink is supposed to act.
    3. Speedball Super Black India. A late college purchase, the ink had gummed up after decades of non-use, Happily, it was revived with a little water.
    4. Sheaffer Red Ink bottle (the original red was finished last year). I use this bottle to wash off tools that used warm colored ink.
    5. Higgins Bottle (with the masking tape). I use this bottle to wash off tools that used cool colored ink.
    6. Higgins White. Bought during college, I’m finally using it. I suspect that white gouache would be more opaque, but gonna use this up first.
    7. Stacking containers of various ink and gouache mixes. It was a cheap purchase from Walmart, but surprisingly airtight. These little mixes haven’t dried out in the past few weeks!
    8. Higgins Engrossing Ink. This bottle was totally gummed up, but revived decently. Not as nice as my old bottle of Speedball India Ink, so I’m using this up first.
    9. Birmingham Magma. I bought big bottle of this awesome ink. Took a little of for an empty Parker bottle.
    10. Higgins Pen Cleaner. I had been using this for Noodler’s Lexington Grey, but now it’s a fresh a pen wash for black ink, so that I can let the other two colored washes bottles stay more brighter with their inks.
    11. Birmingham Salted Sea Breeze.
    12. Birmingham Blossomed Lotus. It’s always nice to have a light blue and a pink on hand. Plus these two are a little too tall to fit the art box that contain the rest of my my inks.
    13. Honorary non-ink mention. The sheet on the light table has a circle on one side and rectangular template on the other side. I have used it for about a quarter of Callivember.

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    PPS—My Substack buddy James Hart just had a new bunny move into their home. He composes real poems with nice calligraphy. Cheers!

    Moki
    harbinger
    of home
    destruction

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  • Callivember24, Week 2

    I stole the boy’s watercolor set after reading Modern Calligraphy by Molly Suber Thorpe. I fear that I’ve now exhausted all the easily accessible toys. The hard part will be sticking to the practice long enough to get decent with each of these mediums.

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    11/7

    clarity
    lies on a spectrum

    I discovered scratchiness with this exercise. I realized that I can run the ruling pen multiple times to over the same letter for a frenetic quality and I played with the angle of my Parallel to get the splatters.

    One morning, I also messed with Clarity in a notebook using basic fountain pens. As always, it took multiple tries to get “right”.

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    11/8

    cradle the infinite five words

    After multiple attempts, I gave it one last go on my first initial test sheet. It’s a nice return to my early technique of layering poem drafts for visual texture on the page. I borrowed this method from the great architect Carlo Scarpa and I always wonder why it isn’t used in more art.

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    11/9

    glow up
    more cowbell

    His crayola’s are now mine!

    These images are slightly deceptive. I pushed the saturation and lightness of the scans to achieve the fluorescent effect. I haven’t gone this hard with the digital manipulation before, and I hope it doesn’t become a regular practice. But if it looks right on the screen, then I gotta respect the actual medium of communication.

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    11/10

    breathe
    slowly
    manifest
    supreme
    fluidity

    After testing a few scripts I settled on this composition. It was fine but lacking. On the day of the upload, I saw several folks use the liquidity of ink to add texture to their compositions. My first tests were way overboard, but I salvaged one by rewriting the words. The sweeping brush stroke worked out nicely as well.

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    11/11

    make
    pretty
    on
    a
    leaf

    A simple composition, inspired by a book of flourishes by Arthur Baker, drunk Taoists in the forest, and recent art by Ann Collins.

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    11/12

    wholeness
    is
    not
    just
    collecting

    Over these twO mOnths, I’ve fOund that is that big O’s are sOOOO enticing!

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    These six weeks have really pushed my range, but at the cost of practice. In the few days between Inktober and Callivember, my Copperplate progressed quickly but stalled out once I started producing daily pieces again. It’s time to tackle one skill at a time.

    Practice is a balancing act between expanding the field and focusing intently. But more important than the specific, it’s most important to keep working! With infinite games, you always winning if you’re still playing.

    Cya next week!

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    PS—This came on an early morning commute as I watched the sun rise above a crescent moon. Pair it with a fortuitous drawing and here you go (after several other attempts).

    10/31—Inktober52, week 37

    chase the golden crescent sun

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  • Callivember24, Week 1

    We’re now into #callivember! Things are slightly less stressful because I’ve learned how to handle these daily challenges, but there’s no super-easy button for publishing once a day (thoughts and prayers for newspaper cartoonists!).

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    11/1

    flow
    feeds on quiet practice

    It’s wild when an sketch plays out like the concept. Of course it’s not that easy. This took multiple attempts (beyond these examples) and chewed up half a day. Still super happy with how it played out, worth the brush that was ruined in applying the mastic.

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    in one transformation the universe

    Sometimes it just falls into place. I started with a totally different concept that quickly slipped into this composition. I didn’t even have to tweak the 5WP. Magic happens on the desk.

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    11/3

    golden ratio
    my big fart

    Like many, I am enchanted by the mathematical and geometric properties of the golden ratio. However, I’ve always been skeptical about its mystical power in design.

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    11/4

    expressive
    words depend upon contrast

    I went counter on this word too.

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    11/5

    each
    beat
    the
    next
    rebirth

    My original concept was the upper version with alternating lines. It came out fine but I often take additional shots to see if I can execute better. As I started the second word on the next one, I made a mistake with the line spacing. Rolled with it and changed the composition.

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    11/6

    geometric
    journey to delights uncharted

    I used ruling pen again for “real” drafting (with the corner of the Parallel for the flourishes). I don’t think either set of flourishes came out great but didn’t have the energy to set up another sheet. On intensive pieces like this, I make progress prints to practice the final touches, but it’s never the same on the real, final gamble.

    As aggravating as it can be, such moments are a thrilling part of calligraphy. This art has room to grind (see all the messy compositions), but it also includes the adrenaline rush of a performance, as the ink kisses the paper.

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    It’s been fun to follow other word artists on Callivember, all wrestling with the same prompt every day. This is totally worth risk of being on Instagram. Digital platforms are power tools. They can foster powerful connections and will totally mess you up when used carelessly.

    I don’t like being competitive, but such sentiments are unavoidable with numbers in social media. The most fashionable gets all the attention, and the algorithm nudges the rest of us towards envy. Fortunately, the Callivember cohort is much smaller than Inktober. I’m nowhere near the upper tier but am now comfortably in the middle class. Shrink the field and they have less fodder to feed my insecurities!

    Cya next week!

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    PS: An airport manager gave us tickets to HallOVeen at Opportunity Village. We drew up this thank you card. It’s fun to get this calligraphy into the wild.

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