GRIZZLY PEAR

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Category: Work

  • OPM.07 (notes on) The Hávamál, Codex Regius, 13th Century

    Moderate at council should a man be,
    Not brutal and over bearing;
    Among the bold the bully will find
    Others as bold as he.

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    ~

    (notes on) The Hávamál

    In this polarized moment, it is easy to forget that we share more than we diverge. Each individual is unique, but we are all human, and functioning societies have evolved to rhyme with each other.

    Proverbs blend the universal with the specific. These sayings give us a glimpse of the humanity of those outside our tribe, separated by distance and time.

    Recently, a friend shared some quotes from the Havamal on social media. The memes didn’t fit my mental stereotype of hard-charging, harder-drinking Vikings. Intrigued, I dug up a translation by W. H. Auden. The Havamal was indeed a delightful compilation of such proverbs, akin to the wisdom books in the Bible.

    Given my love of aphorisms, I was particularly drawn to the first half – a mix of world-weary proverbs advising honor, caution, cynicism, and practical wisdom. The second half changes in tone and holds a visionary power, especially the passage of Odin sacrificing himself to himself.

    To be fair, it isn’t all roses; a couple of passages are demeaning towards women. However we are not slaves to the ancients, and these sayings can be recast as relevant as gender-neutral warnings to be wary of our own urges.

    As our society becomes more secular, we risk identifying ourselves too tightly with our professions. We see ourselves as vessels of our income-generating activities. Even worse, we might view others in light of their utilitarian offerings.

    These proverbs remind us that each person is a tapestry far more richer than a canned response to “what do you do?”

    In my three years as an Owner Project Manager, I have been constantly reminded this is a relationship profession. The final goal is an edifice of glass, steel, and concrete, but the art is in working with people who carry their own hopes, dreams, and fears.

    At our best, an OPM should push this temporary tribe towards excellence in moment, leading them towards greater opportunities in the next project.

    A kind word need not cost much,
    The price of praise can be cheap;
    With half a loaf and an empty cup
    I found myself a friend
    .

    ~

    One Question

    What are are the references of wisdom in your life?

    To ask well, to answer rightly,
    Are the marks of a wise man:
    Men must speak of men’s deeds,
    What happens may not be hidden.

    Hit reply and let’s chat!

    ~

    Three Links

    Peter Hayashida wrote a lovely meditation his career and life in general as he was wrapping up his work at UC Riverside.

    Writer CJ Chilvers has a post of Personal Publishing Principles. Each of us should do create a similar manifesto for our work.

    The Voyager satellites included a golden record of sounds from earth. It is also posted on youtube.

    … and a photo.

    Mahjong Tiles, Las Vegas, August 2021
    My son spent an afternoon building up and knocking down walls of these tiles. My grandparents gave me this Mahjong set twenty-five years ago.

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    Thanks for reading the OPM letter! I’d love to have a conversation if you have any feedback. I hope you found some prompts to stretch your craft and relationships as a curious Owner PM. See you next week!

    Stay humble, be kind, and keep experimenting!
    Justus Pang, RA

  • OPM.06 (Labyrinth Lessons)

    Who knew a little chalk could reshape your morning routine!?

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    Labryinth Lessons

    My daughter and I drew a labyrinth on the backyard patio. Unlike a modern maze, the classical labyrinth is a single continuous path that continually loops upon itself until you reach the center.

    I started to walk the labyrinth every morning as the kids played in the yard. A week into this new routine, I noticed that my mind was craving its morning roundabout on the patio – I had unconsciously slipped into the practice of a daily walking meditation.

    What other rituals should we instill for ourselves and our teams? It may seem daunting, but our fears could be overblown. Our psyches might quickly adopt the new routine.

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    It rained as I wrote the first draft of this post. The morning after, we redrew the labyrinth. As I retraced the lines, my daughter added little drawings inside the path. She designated special powers to these sketches, sending us to various parts of the yard if we stepped on them. This simple path became the armature for a new outdoor game.

    Don’t be afraid to take the first, imperfect step. The new endeavor could be the foundation for future continual improvements.

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    After further rainstorms, we are now on iteration #4. The game is gone, the labyrinth rotated 90 degrees, and the path has been widened to fill the entire patio. Even so, we are at least one version away from perfection. The impermanence of the chalk has been a feature, not a bug. Indeed, the impermanence of the chalk is why we drew the labyrinth in the first place.

    Don’t fear temporary changes. A collection of minor tweaks could lead to something bigger. Our buildings may be permanent, but our processes are ephemeral. We should constantly experiment and try something else tomorrow.

    ~

    One Question

    What big problem needs to be tackled with a series of small steps? How are you gonna take the first step?

    Hit reply and let’s chat!

    ~

    Three Links

    This labyrinth experience was an unintended example of creating a Tiny Habit. Even though I have not been successful at manufacturing new tiny habits on command, BJ Fogg’s book is still worth reading.

    A few weeks ago, Arnaud Marthouret shared a few lessons from racing motorcycles. He recently followed up with three more lessons. They remind me of lessons I learned from a much slower activity – Tai Chi.

    Check out the Laughlin Labyrinths, created by Wes Dufek. Park safely and find your center in the desert and enjoy views of the backside of some cheesy casinos. It’s a moment of pure Nevada.

    … and a drawing.

    Maze, Landscape 103, 2000
    I was first introduced to the classical labyrinth in a studio taught by Chip Sullivan. It’s interesting to see what stray errata have stuck from my time in undergrad. Two decades ago, labyrinths wouldn’t have been on that list, but here we are.

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    Thanks for reading the OPM letter! I’d love to have a conversation if you have any feedback. I hope you found some prompts to stretch your craft and relationships as a curious Owner PM. See you next week!

    Stay humble, be kind, and keep experimenting!
    Justus Pang, RA

    ~

  • “It’s not about proving yourself, it’s about improving yourself.”

    Yup. I’m the fucking client. I’ve got nothing left to prove.

    But there is always something I can do better.

    This need for constant improvement should drive me.

    Let’s kick ass on this job and beat it on the next one.

  • A Plucked Phoenix is Worth Less than a Chicken.

    拔了毛的凤凰不如鸡。

    A plucked phoenix is worth less than a chicken.

    Chinese Proverb

    Joining the government was quite magical. People started returning my phone calls. Folks from the same companies who didn’t bother sending a confirmation receipt when I previously sent them resumes inquiring about public job postings.

    If I wasn’t careful, I might actually believe that I had moved up in the world. However, I always remind myself that they aren’t picking the my phone call. They are taking calls from a Project Manager 2 at the State Public Works Division. It’s about the position, not the collection of biologically animated cells that happen to identify with me.

    Of course, I hope that some of the new companions from the past three years actually appreciate my company, not merely the State’s patronage. But it’s impossible to shake the nagging question, “what would happen if?”

    I’ve been lucky to have stayed on an upward trajectory in my career (so far), but I wonder if a fall from grace is ultimately a more painful ride than staying stuck in the mud. Then again, a drop is the risk that comes with moving up in the world.

    Increased fragility from higher prominence is the ante to play the game.

    Hopefully, an over-inflated delusion about one’s intrinsic value isn’t.


    I’ve been blessed to work with great architects over the past three years. I’ve really enjoyed their company and I hope our partnerships will continue for many more years at the Division!

  • The Project and the Real Project

    One of the reasons I’ve enjoyed my work is that I tend to always think of my projects as a two for one deal.

    For example, I am the Owner’s Project Manager for a new university building, but the real project is learning how to be an OPM on a major capital improvement construction project.

    The first project gets me paid, the second project gets me excited to go to work every day.

    I wonder if this has something to do with a pattern in my career where I’ve made a change every few years. Once I’ve learned the craft offered by a company, I sense a calling to move on, especially after I’ve repeated the process a few times. At that point, the hidden project of learning the firm’s specialties has lost its appeal since I am well familiar with it.

    Maybe a more productive pattern would be to find deeper projects within the projects. Once I’ve got the process down and internalized the typology, I should buckle down explore other the real projects behind the project. Once I understand, I need to find a source of satisfaction in a project beyond just learning something new.

    Just asking such a question is scary because it’s a question with no easy answer. But, who knows, maybe this is where the path to mastery might begin.

  • Project Communication Protocol

    I’ve been toying with creating a communication protocol for my projects. I would hand it to my Architect so they would be liberated from thinking about how to communicate so they can focus on what to say.

    Online

    Non Urgent Items go onto an Online Taskboard (to be be discussed in a weekly one-on-one meeting between the Owner and Architect).

    Yes / No quickies can be handled in Email.

    Anything you send to someone that isn’t under your contract should CC: me. I’m not worried about being buried under emails. If I’m not in the salutation, I’ll scan it and file it away quietly when I get around to it.

    Telephone

    Use Phone Calls liberally. If an email exchange might ping-pong more than three times, then pick up the phone. Make sure to document the conversation with a follow up email.

    Don’t bother with voicemail. I never check those.

    If it’s really urgent, Text me. Or call my cell twice in a row.

    Meetings

    Videoconference preferred to save on travel time.

    All Meetings should have an Agenda prepared X days in advance and Minutes distributed within Y days. (This is painful on purpose, to ensure the benefits of the meeting matches the cost).

    A great meeting has three key elements: the desired outcome of the meeting is clear ahead of time; the various options are clear, ideally ahead of time; and the roles of the participants are clear at the time. … I think that’s the single largest source of optimization for a company: the makeup of their meetings. To be clear, it’s not about fewer meetings because meetings serve a purpose. Rather, it’s key to improve the meetings, themselves. A lot of my efforts focus on teaching people this framework. Ironically, I find that most people are just challenged by that stuff.

    Spotify Founder and CEO Daniel Ek

    Links

    I read these four examples a year ago and haven’t referenced them, but they have been fermenting in my brain. They links are sorted by alphabetical order of the company, but do the kids say these days? Retweet is not endorsement.

    Expectations (Automattic, Inc)

    The Basecamp Guide to Internal Communications

    The 10 Slack Agreements of Buffer

    Gitlab Handbook, Communication


    I started in a small office, hand drafting with a telephone, using dial-in internet. Less than twenty years later, I have a cellphone and a computer, both of which have high speed internet and instantaneous access to email and MS Teams.

    When we talk about progress, its easy to forget that the world that we saw slowly changed in real time is just the basic “normal” for those who grew up after the technology became widespread. These younger folks grew up in a totally divergent communication environment, and I believe that a communication handbook may be the best way to bridge the divide, even if it seems stodgy as hell.

  • Punch!

    It’s the morning of my punch walk. Three years of work (for me, four for the other team members) crossing the biggest milestone before students start learning stuff in August.

    I woke up early, much too early for someone about to walk the building all day.

    I feel a mix of trepidation and expectation, when I last visited the site a couple weeks ago, there was a lot of work to be done.

    But here we are.

    Like all milestones, they seem bigger in the future and diminish rapidly after being crossed.

    Tomorrow will be another day of punching.

    Monday will be the fallout. Wrap up some paperwork, wrestle with some loose items.

    A project never ends with a bang, they generally tail off with a whimper.

    By then, we’re long gone, chasing the next milestone on the next project.

  • Web Taskboard + Weekly Check-in for Owner-Architect Communications

    I am an Owner’s Project Manager and Architect for the State of Nevada Public Works Division.  We remodel, plan, and construct facilities for State Agencies for Using Agencies.  The way our system is set up, we ultimately hold the contracts with the Consultants and Contractors.

    I’ve worked on projects as small as a kitchen demolition in a mental health facility to a $44M Education Academic Building for Nevada State College.  This post is based on my experience developing this process during construction administration for this major building (we are a couple months from substantial completion).

    Primary Goals for a Web Taskboard + Weekly Check-in Process

    1. Minimize Emails (or at least email searching).
    2. Centralized hub for Tasks (and information) between the Owner and Architect. 
    3. Create space for synchronizing the Owner and Architect (aligning priorities and identifying unspoken concerns)

    Web Taskboard

    We use the basic free package of Asana and have not found any significant limitations. 

    Asana Screenshot

    This task board is only used for coordination between the Owner and the Architect’s PM.  The CMAR is not involved since another ad hoc communication channel could cause confusion. The Architect keeps track of their own internal tasks separately (such as typical RFI or Submittal processing), and I keep a separate things-to-do list for project tasks that don’t concern the architect.

    We treat Asana as an open, free flowing space.  Tasks and Deadlines can be added or assigned to anyone.  There are only two restrictions:

    1. If a new task is assigned to someone else with a deadline in less than a week, then a courtesy phone call (followed up by “manual” email) is expected.
    2. Hard Deadlines are to be noted in the Title of the Task.  Otherwise, dates are merely treated as “preferable goals” to signal intent, and it is not a big deal if they are shifted.

    When a task is added, relevant files (documents or key emails) are uploaded into the task.  This eliminates use of email inboxes as repositories of information.  Someone should be able to open the task in Asana and have all the relevant information to start work.

    Weekly Check-in

    A critical part this process is our weekly check-in.  I’ve found it typically takes an hour.  We have a standing placeholder on Monday afternoons, but we are flexible since it’s just the Architect’s PM and myself.  That said, we never skip a full week.  The call is loose and will veer into tangents, but it follows this rough Agenda:

    1. Project Vibe
    2. Run through the Asana List
    3. Go through Recent Walk Thru Comments (due to the pandemic, I conduct my job walks alone)
    4. Any other Open Items?
    5. Long Term Look Ahead
    6. Next Steps (this week’s priorities)

    Analysis

    In theory, this system could minimize ad hoc emails between me and the Architect’s PM.  Unfortunately, this doesn’t happen in practice, because there are always other parties (such as the Architect’s Principal in Charge, Contractor, Using Agency, etc.) who needs to be included in key communications.  However, this system has successfully eliminated email searching because Asana has centralized all project tasks between us.

    This system has given me a much better feel for project progress, despite operating under strict quarantine (we live with our in-laws).  My relationship with the Architect’s PM was great before implementing this system, but this tool has been indispensable in maintaining tight synchronization during the usual chaos of construction administration.  Before implementing this system, I could sense slippages of miscommunication; now we are never more than a week from airing out any concerns before a misalignment could get serious. 

    The weekly synchronization gives me a clear grasp of project needs and priorities.  This has empowered me to focus intensely on my immediate tasks at hand for the rest of the week (for this project or otherwise).

    The system isn’t a magic bullet, we still need to execute.  For example, it would have been extra slick if I had started our FF&E purchases a month earlier than I did.  The tasks were on the list the whole time, but I did not stay on top of my responsibilities to push this part of the project forward at the perfect time.  However, the task board certainly helped me avoid the much worse event of being a month late!

    This process isn’t free – it costs an hour every week.  2.5% of the time where two professionals aren’t executing direct deliverables (not to mention the separately held OAC meeting and job walks).  The best analogy is to call this practice “PMt insurance”.  I believe this regular time commitment has helped prevent small issues from becoming big emergencies.

    We tried Microsoft Teams and Asana.com.  I hoped that MS Teams would integrate better with MS To Do, however that feature only works with the user whose server is hosting the Team.  So, we went back to Asana because it is very consistent in its email distribution (allowing the Architect to keep a record of all communications), and because I prefer Asana’s “List” (spreadsheet) interface.  However, I would use MS Team for internal-only project teams, and I am open to trying other systems if someone feels strongly about it.

    I have Asana’s iphone app, but I don’t use it for task management. However,  I use Asana’s phone app to make “notes” during the job walk.  I then discuss these comments on the weekly call with the Architect’s Project Manager and she incorporates relevant items into her weekly field reports. 

    Personal style disclaimer: I prefer one-on-one phone calls for resolving project issues since I feel decisions and gameplans are developed fastest in this manner.  This process systematizes such a preference for handling non-urgent tasks between me and the architect.  Other PM’s personal styles may differ.

    Future Experiments

    I plan on utilizing this process for future projects, starting at the design phase. I will request that the Architect select their preferred website (Monday, Trello, Wrike, Teams, Asana, etc.) and include any necessary premium costs into their fee.

    For the design phase, I plan on extending the invite to the Using Agency and the CMAR’s Preconstruction Team.  I still do not think this will be an appropriate communication channel with the CMAR’s team during construction operations.

    I wonder if this process will minimize large group design meetings, or at least streamline them, since much of the updates could be handled via the web taskboard and in the weekly check-ins, especially since we hold formal presentations (and subsequent meeting minutes) after each of the major design phase deliverables.

    I’m not sure if this will be useful for smaller projects, but I’ll give it a shot on my next one.

    I might try doing this for internal communications, such as a weekly check-in with my direct supervisor.

    References (some links)

    General Thoughts

    Sample Agendas

    Acknowledgments

    Many thanks to Ria Lyn Smith, who was my co-conspirator in developing this process.  I initiated this system after reading about remote team weekly check-ins during the initial lockdown, after construction had started on our building.  I grateful for her willingness to add this experiment on top of all the other fires of construction administration.

    Also thanks to my AIA roundtable partners – Scott Knudson, Nea May Poole, Rachel Oleinick, Heather Pierce, and Emma Tucker for the lovely conversation that spurred me to finally put this post together. Finally, thanks to Heather Holmstrom for reviewing a draft and proposing some edits for this post.

  • XLOOKUP, Microsoft Excel

    My colleague made a blunder with his Excel file and lost two days of work. I wasn’t able to help him recover the garbled data, but before hanging up, he asked me if I could look up data on a separate worksheet in order to auto populate cells based off of a furniture tag on the main sheet. That quickly lead to a MS Teams call on a Sunday evening and a couple google searches later I hit the jackpot and save him two more days of labor.

    The tip of the iceberg was two grown men hooping and hollering about a successful excel formula.

    This moment was only possible with the powerful suite of technology in our homes. The laptops, the broadband, and our newfound familiarity with video calls. A simple text on a cell phone became a full blown weekend meeting in a few minutes.

    Under that were years of tinkering in Microsoft Excel, starting when my dad showed me formulas on a spreadsheet while I was in junior high. Normally, I’m not really into tech, but I’ve always had a soft spot for Excel. The spreadsheet is such a seductive way to numerically model the world. I’m nowhere near a ninja, but I’m in the upper percentile compared to other architects. I’ve never taken a formal course, but every time I’ve run into a question, I’ll make that extra web search to lock in the answer. Every little moment accumulates into a decent library of knowledge and an easy ability to search for what one doesn’t already know.

    And then there is my relationship with my coworker. We first met at a previous firm and worked together for a couple years. He moved on but soon invited me to pursue this gig with the state. We come from different worlds, but we’ve always had an bond with each other beyond the transactional relationship.

    We’ve always had each other’s back, especially on a quiet Sunday evening as the kids are wondering why daddy started dancing around the home office.

  • My career so far, in 100 words and 10 photos

    I was requested to put together a bio for Rice Mentorship Program’s instagram page. Here is what I wrote, with the photos I submitted.

    Justus Pang is a registered architect who has worked in Berkeley, Houston, and Las Vegas.  His project history includes residential remodels, new apartment complexes, adaptive reuse conversions, and commercial, government, and hospitality tenant improvements.

    His experience includes working as a laborer in a construction crew after college and summer internships with a landscape architect.  Since 2018, he has worked for the State of Nevada as an Owner’s Project Manager.

    Having participated within all roles within the industry, his focus is on fairness to all parties, strict quality control of the design and construction documentation, developing a collaborative environment, and continuous process improvement.

    Ideally everyone walks out of my project with a smile and proud of the work.

    1904 Blake
    The interior of this converted single car garage was quite plain, but the rabbits and I used every cubic inch in this space.
    Russell Residence (Ron Bogley Architect and Builder)
    A simple patio became a lesson in composing wood members and structural connections. 
    Wonderland of the Americas (Rogers+Labarthe Architects)
    A gaudy façade in EIFS was an exercise in detailing and composition. 
    Design opportunities are simultaneously rare and ubiquitous in this profession.
    Desert Regional Center, Kitchen Demolition (State Public Works Division)
    The only commercial project I’ve ever stamped was nixed after the construction contract had been fully signed (due to the pandemic). No project is ever safe from cancellation.
    900 Hassett
    In spite of years of experience with residential renovations as an architect, being our own general contractor was a miserable, grueling slog – learning to work with others and ourselves.
    900 Hassett
    It was an incredibly valuable professional experience.  I recommend it to all architects, once.
    John E Carson Motel Adaptive Reuse (Bunnyfish Studio)
    Occasionally you’ll come across a breathtaking moment of beauty on the job site.
    UNLV Flamingo Auxiliary Code Upgrades (Aptus)
    Sometimes those moments will be found in the most pedestrian of renovations.
    Nevada State College Education Academic Building (State Public Works Division)
    The Owner’s Project Manager handles administrative tasks, sets limits around the project, fosters a team atmosphere, and gets out of the way so the design and construction professionals can do their work in meeting the needs of the users.
    This photograph was taken by a former colleague, Yang Liu who has his own photography studio in Houston and was kind enough to let me use this image.