Black ink (Flair Pen) drawing in a steno pad. Friday Night Collaboration with with the kids. Colored in Pixlr.

GRIZZLY PEAR
Black ink (Flair Pen) drawing in a steno pad. Friday Night Collaboration with with the kids. Colored in Pixlr.
What’s not to love?!
What’s a better Disney film?
As I grow up, my tastes regress.
Continue the trend and this will become my favorite movie!
(Though I can’t envision how it could dislodge Pom Poko.)
We watched it with her years ago.
No memories.
As I pulled up the movie, she was unimpressed by my excitement.
Then it started.
She LOL’ed throughout.
The boy watched intently.
During our dinner break, he smiled and proclaimed
That was a lot!
(But refused to elaborate.)
I’ll re-interrogate him on film criticism during breakfast.
Should we watch the sequels?
I’m a timid gambler.
I’d quit while I’m ahead.
But if the kids insist…
She jumped on a boulder.
He pointed at his sister.
“Statue of Liberty!”
She foisted an invisible torch.
He played by himself,
She made a new friend .
Vicky was her name,
He didn’t want to leave the park.
We fed birds at the pond,
The geese are big and slow,
Small ducks darted for the crumbs.
We escaped the descending onslaught of pigeons.
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Our world opens up,
Our time grows shorter,
Crossing the river,
A fox wets her tail.
I tried to explain the Hegelian Dialectic.
First we start with a Thesis
I held up my left hand.
Then comes an Antithesis
I held up my right hand.
I clapped!
It becomes a synthesis.
Then!
You know what happens?
I held up my left hand.
The Synthesis becomes a new Thesis!
After three cycles of gesticulating, she looked at me.
That’s boring!
Oh yeah. What was the question again?
䷎䷇
ocean sublimity
constantancy
steadfast
unity
13:50
I slid under the table during lunch.
He exclaimed, Daddy’s disappearing!
He repeated it until his sister looked up from her bowl.
They laughed and slid under the table together.
Momma yelled at the three of us.
21:00
Time’s up, let’s go to sleep.
10 more minutes!
Ok, 10 more minutes.
21:10
Ask mommy if we have to go sleep right now!
I said we’re done. I make the rules around here too.
You’re not a parent!
Huh?
Mommy said you’re a third child!
䷮䷜
slowly
golden sled
silver screen
tardy slumber
Beautiful music video! A gorgeous meld of music, setting, and dance.
I love it when the team does something interesting. Especially when they avoid the tired party scenes that dominate the EDM space.
This was the Post that started my #MondayNightMusic hashtag. We’ll see how long I keep it up.
He held up a cashew
这个叫作什么?
(What do you call this?)
It’s called a cashew.
中文呢?
(In chinese?)
Mama thought for a moment.
这是所腰果
(This is called yāoguǒ)
妈妈我想要腰果!
(Mama, I want a cashew!)
She gave him one
He wanted another
He took the three cashews and placed them on his empty plate.
A little smile with squinty eyes.
䷆
subterranean springs
support multitudes
salutary or sinister?
Our home renovation was the first project under my stamp. The second was this renovation at Building 1300.
It was built as a residential center the disabled. Fifty years later, it’s an administrative building. We removed two kitchens, freeing up space to become an indoor exercise activity space for the clients and a training room for the staff.
In school, we design majestic pretend structures. Sometimes we get to participate in marquee IRL projects — my wife worked on curtain wall details for an addition to an iconic museum and I’ve played a part on three university building projects.
But really, Architecture is a mundane practice.
We make incremental improvements to what’s around us. We get paid to make the world a little better.
Four years ago, I left private practice to become an Owner’s Project Manager for the State of Nevada.
I’m the ultimate middleman — I don’t deliver nothing. The Architect designs the project. The Contractor builds it. The Agency uses the facility to serve the public.
I just shepherd the team to deliver the project on time and on budget, hopefully at an optimal quality.
My tasks are unremarkable. Calculate estimates. Send emails. Meetings and phone calls. Double check drawings and dollar signs. I shuttle documents around our bureaucracy.
My position is five steps below the Governor on the org-chart, but it’s blessedly free from politics. The Citizens elect our Politicians. They determine our directives. The Division gets it done.
But nothing happens without people.
My big paradigm shift after taking this job was realizing that work is all about relationships. As a professional architect, I delivered tangible documents. Now, my only unique skill is familiarity with the government bureaucracy.
I’m here to balance the conflicting demands on a project, negotiate the cross incentives within the team, and chart a path through the process.
It’s not always daisies. On Friday night, I dropped the velvet hammer on a flooring manufacturer for delaying another project. It’s my duty to be fair and firm as a steward of taxpayer dollars.
I grasp the checkbook, but I work for those who do the real work. Construction isn’t easy, but I hope to make it satisfying. I try to conduct myself with honor and enable each team member to to do their best. I care about each of us, in our roles and as individuals.
This is our work. Let’s make the most of this precious opportunity.
Maybe even walk out with a smile.
This Kitchen Demolition project did not go smoothly. It started as an extensive renovation with a consultant architect, but the agency suddenly realized that the funding was about to expire.
With that nasty deadline, I could only deconstruct. I slammed demolition drawings on AutoCAD LT and pushed it out to bid. The contract was approved, signed by all parties.
Then COVID hit.
The Capitol feared we were at the precipice of a depression and killed this little project. (Of course, the cancellation dragged out amidst the pandemic confusion, leaving the contractor in limbo for more than a month.)
By Spring 2021, the looming depression became an economic rebound. The Agency revived the project.
The Contractor held their bid, we waded through a swamp of paperwork, moved the cash into the right budget account, and those kitchens disappeared!
We celebrated with a twelve pack of Dr. Peppers.
Construction is only straightforward after it’s done. Every project suffers its twists and turns.
We can plan, but only so much. When chaos hits, the universe forces us to negotiate. If we choose to collaborate, these frustrations can cultivate relationships beyond mere project roles.
June came and went this year. The twelve month warranty expired — the only part of our job without hiccups.
Wednesday morning, I returned a missed call.
His voice quivered.
Tracey passed away.
I thought you should know.
She really enjoyed working with you.
䷨䷆
one small project
client and contractor
respectnotice beyond this vale
greatest honor of my career
Practical effects!
A nostalgic reminder of life before CGI.
Movie magic still dazzles the kids.
I wanna sleep inside a blue Lego brick!
A slim, tight story.
(I’ve lost patience for protracted narratives.)
One denouement is enough.
A fun show with one blemish.
It’s a uniformly white world.
Growing up, my non-existence was status quo.
A perpetual bystander to a world of beautiful alabaster teens.
The sting lingers.
But I hope it’s not as pointed for them.
Today’s media is more diverse.
One homogenous film doesn’t feel like erasure —
Just a tart anachronism in today’s sea of color.
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I used this trailer to convince the girl to cancel Netflix for Disney+.
We got sidetracked by everything else for a few months.
Happy we finally watched the movie.
I’m a dinosaur!
I’m a dinosaur too!
I’m going to eat your head!
Don’t eat my head!
Eat his head!
They looked at me.
“What did I do?”
You are a Monster!
Daddy is a Monster!
Let’s eat his head!
䷀䷫
hidden dragon
unmasked
little dragons
give chase