GRIZZLY PEAR

written snapshots

Rational raccoons rashly rationed reimbursements remonstrating reckless rabbits rearing rough rascals.

An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “R”, in red ink on a yellow spiral bound steno notebook.

On our way home from San Diego, we checked out the dying outlet mall at Primm. The adjoining casino is trying to revive it by making the cavernous space a huge mural gallery.

There were a couple claw machines at one end of the concourse. After watching Toy Story, they begged to try it out. I told them to not expect anything.

We had one dollar.

We got lucky.


An outline handsketch of a hand shaping the ASL American manual letter “R”, in black ink with a red ink wash on a white background.

This is a $200 drawing, the most expensive that I’ve made.

Late last year, I started sketching again, drawing the letters of the alphabet in my steno notepad. After drawing the “R” at the top, I tried again on decent paper, splashing an ink wash. It blew my mind that this could come from my hand.

It kept me drawing. Half a year later, I found Ashlyn Antsee’s series on fountain pens and bought a mix of nibs and new inks…and I plan on upgrading from the cheap Office Depot steno pads.

It’s a fuzzy line between art, consumerism, and privilege. I’m grateful that it’s no big deal for us to buy fancy drawing supplies.